19-01-2017?
Right, 19-01-2017, today I go to Barts, for my Cardio tomorrow, join the proverbial Zipper Club, going in for Cardio Surgery. apparently, there may be something wrong upstairs, won't get cranio test's till post op, might explain why I can't remember anything, then to make me feel even better, contact on FB, chats get even more intense, he admits to fancying me, then I tell hem, about my past, he's not bothered, still fancies me, but, he up in NE, but not Yorkshire, poor lad, he's know's going into hospital today, but can't come down, due to work, I was honest with him, he admitted he fancies me, god that made me feel good.
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Thursday 19 January 2017
Sunday 15 January 2017
15-01-2017
To think, I completed my journey, 2.6 years ago, but now, am oh scared, confused, no, don't want to return, but J, she does seem to realise what it is in regard's to making love, not having sex, I need to make love love, to reaffirm our love for each other, she know's I love her, but, there are time's am confused about how she feels about me, she refuses to make love, even though I need it???
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To think, I completed my journey, 2.6 years ago, but now, am oh scared, confused, no, don't want to return, but J, she does seem to realise what it is in regard's to making love, not having sex, I need to make love love, to reaffirm our love for each other, she know's I love her, but, there are time's am confused about how she feels about me, she refuses to make love, even though I need it???
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Tuesday 10 January 2017
10-01-2017
Barely 1 week to go, oh so scared, was never like this for GRS as I said before , doesn't make it any easier though, what makes it harder is the memory loss, oh so hate this, those that know me, know that am one for everything that has happened before, but in a way, is also good, in that can only remember Amanda, but, there is somebody I would love to know, Ellen, from Germany, if your out there, you know who you are, also our son? to know, is Pascal really mine, there were oh so many things then, certain things that weren't happening between us, would love to know how things are in Meerbeck, is oh so small an area, of Stadthagen, Yes I do still think of you, you were one those things, from 'His' life, I'll never forget.
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Barely 1 week to go, oh so scared, was never like this for GRS as I said before , doesn't make it any easier though, what makes it harder is the memory loss, oh so hate this, those that know me, know that am one for everything that has happened before, but in a way, is also good, in that can only remember Amanda, but, there is somebody I would love to know, Ellen, from Germany, if your out there, you know who you are, also our son? to know, is Pascal really mine, there were oh so many things then, certain things that weren't happening between us, would love to know how things are in Meerbeck, is oh so small an area, of Stadthagen, Yes I do still think of you, you were one those things, from 'His' life, I'll never forget.
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Saturday 7 January 2017
07-01-2017
Anyway, apparently have posted this before, but for the ignorant, heres the Sugery I had to go through, 2.6 years ago, to be the woman I am now! Oh so can't remember anyway, I was out for it wasn't I???
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/video/news/video-1234294/The-surgical-process-male-female-sex-reassignment.html
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Anyway, apparently have posted this before, but for the ignorant, heres the Sugery I had to go through, 2.6 years ago, to be the woman I am now! Oh so can't remember anyway, I was out for it wasn't I???
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/video/news/video-1234294/The-surgical-process-male-female-sex-reassignment.html
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Wednesday 4 January 2017
04-01-2017
First post of the year, was at Whips today, final Checks, before admission in 2 weeks time, can you believe it, a fit bitch like me, with a Dodgy Heart? Had it since birth apparently, but, still got it, will be having an Aortic Valve Replacement, I had a choice of 2 procedures, the one I've chosen, will mean no further treatment, for a further 16-20 years, other procedure, will entail a life of drugs, and a further replacement in 5-6 years? So I think I may of decided on correct procedure, but am oh so papping myself, so in 2 weeks time, tomorrow, am off to Barts, for less than a week, followed by 1-2 weeks doing nothing, Doctors Orders??? is bad enough now, but in 2 weeks time, being unable to do anything, but after that, am oh so getting out on my bike, skating, hard core on the Ice?
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First post of the year, was at Whips today, final Checks, before admission in 2 weeks time, can you believe it, a fit bitch like me, with a Dodgy Heart? Had it since birth apparently, but, still got it, will be having an Aortic Valve Replacement, I had a choice of 2 procedures, the one I've chosen, will mean no further treatment, for a further 16-20 years, other procedure, will entail a life of drugs, and a further replacement in 5-6 years? So I think I may of decided on correct procedure, but am oh so papping myself, so in 2 weeks time, tomorrow, am off to Barts, for less than a week, followed by 1-2 weeks doing nothing, Doctors Orders??? is bad enough now, but in 2 weeks time, being unable to do anything, but after that, am oh so getting out on my bike, skating, hard core on the Ice?
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Monday 26 December 2016
31:12:2016
Well, another year gone by, no idea why, but would love to get in touch with my Besty, From Paderborn, yes Paderborn in Germany, had some excellent years out there, with a lovely Woman, no not GF, Liebe Got, the best friend a woman could ask for, even though, I wasn't a woman then, but she understood?
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Well, another year gone by, no idea why, but would love to get in touch with my Besty, From Paderborn, yes Paderborn in Germany, had some excellent years out there, with a lovely Woman, no not GF, Liebe Got, the best friend a woman could ask for, even though, I wasn't a woman then, but she understood?
WARNING: Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites f1or study or projects - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current or future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications
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