Friday, 27 March 2015

27-03-2015
OMG, was out at girlfriend's pub last night, as soon as I walked in door, one guy was after me, but he's only after non-standard sex, well what he thinks is non-standard, why would sex with me be non-standard, he soon left, GF then asks me for a game of pool, then other guy, P, then confirms what I thought was happening, yes, he was after me, even after repeatedly stating that I was GF's, he carries on? We end playing a couple of games of pool, P is my partner, we win, more luck than anything else, they sank the white after the black?? Anyway, P then queries how I was getting home, bus, he escort's me to the bus stop, then, we kiss.
         I know, supposed to be interested only in other women, but, this is the first time I've been picked up, yes, he was fully aware, so in the stop we kiss, typical bloke, he needs a shave, lol, he joins me on the bus, more talking and snogging, we get to my changeover point, to the next bus, more talking, more snogging, and then....
    Foreplay, he fingers me, stroking my button, first male to stroke it
, and OMG, I had to stop him, I was about to scream, I was about to have an O????
                 So, no not Hetero, Not Lesbian, am Pan, what I oh so wanted to be, nothing to do with sex, gender, purely mental?












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Thursday, 19 March 2015

19-03-2015
Things are going oh so mental, again. So can't wait to get sensations below, am going oh so mental, being unable to orgasm yet, no matter how much I use my toy for dilation exercise's just don't get aroused, watching porn doesn't help either, be it hetero, lesbian, or even gay, nothing works, only thing not tried, is J. taking control, when we make love, but she won't do that. Oh so need something.












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Saturday, 14 March 2015

14-03-2015
Well, been a month since I posted, but a bit been going on, in furtherance of my Skating, one of the girls from the Friday squad, kept going on about me joining the Adult Syncro Team, yeah right, me in a dance team??? Anyway, went to the Try Outs today,  and its official, am a member of Lea Valley Syncro Team, struggling for weeks to go backwards, am now doing so, what I thought were step Turns, are in fact Crossovers, and after advice about my stance, they're oh so easy, infact, am now flying across the Ice, there a couple of other moves they wanted me to do, oh so easy, I was doing them, and that was after barely 20 mins training ?? So an awesome day.








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Sunday, 15 February 2015

15-02-2015
As has just been recently pointed out to me, by a friend, that have been failing to mention the post important woman to me , Jane, my brilliant wife, that has stood by me, all the way through my my journey to womanhood.













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Friday, 13 February 2015

13-02-2015
Nothing really going on, but had to mention the awesome lunch I had yesterday, with the ever lovely Simone.






But, then we have to deal with the ever sexy Martina, and God she is sexy, she is supposed to be straight, my Gaydar is oh so dead in regards to her.



But she is oh so such a tease, to think when this picture was taken, her breasts were barely 2" from my mouth??

Today was over at the rink, am finally comfortable with boots, was step turning, finally, also mini spins on the spot, so am damn fast??? But, Mirander never turned up, she was oh so busy, sleeping?












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Wednesday, 11 February 2015

11-02-2015
Right, now am goingto ask for readers answers, have finaly shaved below, so am going to attach, this is in no way sexual, as you will only see outer area's, and not genital area, so what I want to know is, how real do I look as a woman. I know one of you isn't really bothered about that area. as you love me for who I am .


As I said, nothing sexual intended.


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Tuesday, 10 February 2015

10-02-2015
Things are oh so screwed up, OK, me and Miranda have both said nothing could ever happen, however, Cyber is making things oh so difficult. We're talking about all the problems I am having with my new female self, and how I am having to wait for everything, is made worse by the fact that, although, again, we have said nothing will happen, is getting oh so difficult for me, the former player that was me, oh so want's her, I'm not forgetting Jane, no way could I ever forget her, but her ideal's are causing oh so many problems for me, she knew I had a hyper libido, even before, getting rid of Man bits hasn't changed that, my sex drive is based on the Kidney Testosterone, and is still hyper, but, she has turned oh so hyper nothing, is hurting.









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