04-11-2016
OMG, finally getting back to normal, major realisation, yes, I am a Lesbian, the only woman I am interested in is J, and she has been brilliant over the last 4 weeks, in to Hospital, every, but, that initial 12 day's, I can't remember, was in an Indused Coma, hilarious part is, day they tried to bring me around, apparently, I tried to throw a chair out of Window, but is plated, then one of staff too. But,as and when I was released from the ward, I was advised to go and visit ICU, they were all happy to see me, including person I tried to throw out of window?? One good thing that the last 2 weeks have proven, is exactly what J means to me. During time in Hospital, she has been in Contact with Gender Clinic, re getting new Birth Certificate etc, she's got further than I ever did, good girl. C has been brilliant too, hardest part for me, is the Amnesia, but, apparently, completely normal for what I have been through, now Epileptic, need Heart Surgery, that's the weird part, needing Heart Surgery, not because I am doing anything, but because I am ultra fit??
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Friday, 4 November 2016
Tuesday, 1 November 2016
01-11-2016
several thing J has been brilliant, why has she been brilliant, just had 2 weeks in hospital, induced coma, 11 scans, realised I have a heart condition, sort of condition they don't investigate till they have a reason too, they then gave me a camera down my throat, realised my heart is twice the size it should be, the sort of thing that can happen, when your heart isn't releasing the blood, to the system, as it shouldwhich means, taht in about 4 weeks time, I shall join the Zipper Club, OHS, Open Heart Surgery. 10 days or so spent in an induced Coma, during which time, they revived me, I attempted to jump out out of a locked window, then through a chair at one of the Doctors on the ward. About 3-4 day's later after I had been out of Intensive Care, I had been advised to go to Intemsive Care, to let then know I was out, and OK, they were all smiling at me, glad to see that I was OK, forgotten about how I had been, hardest part, is the Amnesia I am suffering from, but this is normal, but getting better, everything is oh so scary for me, wasn't this scary before, but then, then I hadn't been rushed into hospital, forgotten oh so long. Good thing is, it showed me how much J loves me, she was in Hospital every day, sometimes more than once, sometimes 3-4 times a day, even getting called back in, by the team, on the IC Unit, then again when I was being bought out of Coma, because I just needed the woman I love, she even kept everyone I know informed too, even the RBL, and even a certain NI T'wat, LOL, he even came in to visit me too, so I guess that means he does care about me?
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several thing J has been brilliant, why has she been brilliant, just had 2 weeks in hospital, induced coma, 11 scans, realised I have a heart condition, sort of condition they don't investigate till they have a reason too, they then gave me a camera down my throat, realised my heart is twice the size it should be, the sort of thing that can happen, when your heart isn't releasing the blood, to the system, as it shouldwhich means, taht in about 4 weeks time, I shall join the Zipper Club, OHS, Open Heart Surgery. 10 days or so spent in an induced Coma, during which time, they revived me, I attempted to jump out out of a locked window, then through a chair at one of the Doctors on the ward. About 3-4 day's later after I had been out of Intensive Care, I had been advised to go to Intemsive Care, to let then know I was out, and OK, they were all smiling at me, glad to see that I was OK, forgotten about how I had been, hardest part, is the Amnesia I am suffering from, but this is normal, but getting better, everything is oh so scary for me, wasn't this scary before, but then, then I hadn't been rushed into hospital, forgotten oh so long. Good thing is, it showed me how much J loves me, she was in Hospital every day, sometimes more than once, sometimes 3-4 times a day, even getting called back in, by the team, on the IC Unit, then again when I was being bought out of Coma, because I just needed the woman I love, she even kept everyone I know informed too, even the RBL, and even a certain NI T'wat, LOL, he even came in to visit me too, so I guess that means he does care about me?
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Friday, 23 September 2016
23-09-2016
Things are oh so difficult for me, GRC are still unable to issue GRC, GIC are still refusing to give required paperwork, don't they realise, that even after Transition, I never considered suicide, but, now, after reaching conclusion, I am, that after everything, I a mentaly, physicaly, a woman, even my passport say's I am a woman, they refuse to issue that bit of paper that say's I'll be buried a man
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Things are oh so difficult for me, GRC are still unable to issue GRC, GIC are still refusing to give required paperwork, don't they realise, that even after Transition, I never considered suicide, but, now, after reaching conclusion, I am, that after everything, I a mentaly, physicaly, a woman, even my passport say's I am a woman, they refuse to issue that bit of paper that say's I'll be buried a man
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Friday, 16 September 2016
16-09-2026
Oh so wish I had somebody to talk to, can't get a counselor, Barred from TVChix, Transmission, no body there, just need help?
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Oh so wish I had somebody to talk to, can't get a counselor, Barred from TVChix, Transmission, no body there, just need help?
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Saturday, 10 September 2016
10-09-2016
Well, after losing to City last week, in the Continental Cup, Arsenal Ladies are facing Shitty again tomorrow, oh so hope we beat them, prove they are Human!
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Well, after losing to City last week, in the Continental Cup, Arsenal Ladies are facing Shitty again tomorrow, oh so hope we beat them, prove they are Human!
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05-09-2016
Major News, J has finally spoken to me, about her fears, her fears with me and men, I told her that she is first in regards to my affections, but, have felt that she is no longer attracted to me, but, she felt that I was going to run of with a man, but they were only a Stop Gap, I have needs, that I was not receiving of her, but now, after her openness, finally, she is realising it's her I want, not them. No, that does not mean we are Lesbians, as it is only each other that we want, no one else?
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Major News, J has finally spoken to me, about her fears, her fears with me and men, I told her that she is first in regards to my affections, but, have felt that she is no longer attracted to me, but, she felt that I was going to run of with a man, but they were only a Stop Gap, I have needs, that I was not receiving of her, but now, after her openness, finally, she is realising it's her I want, not them. No, that does not mean we are Lesbians, as it is only each other that we want, no one else?
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Thursday, 1 September 2016
01-09-2016
Well, it's happened, am finally closing down on 'His' memories, I signed off from the Regiment. Its been a major part of my life, but, it's also reminded me oh so much, of the man I no longer am, I've also deleted my old school and school mates too, but, not my friends from the Regiment, as that is what they truly were, friends, they've accepted me, for who I really am, and hopefully, soon, will finally have my Wake from him?
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Well, it's happened, am finally closing down on 'His' memories, I signed off from the Regiment. Its been a major part of my life, but, it's also reminded me oh so much, of the man I no longer am, I've also deleted my old school and school mates too, but, not my friends from the Regiment, as that is what they truly were, friends, they've accepted me, for who I really am, and hopefully, soon, will finally have my Wake from him?
WARNING: Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites for study or projects - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current or future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications
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