15-06-12

Got to GP's yesterday, and yes 'Script was waiting for me, good. Talking of Hormones, one of the side effects of being on the hormones, is the dreams, talk about weird. Tuesday night, was earth beingh invaded by aliens, us Human's taking refuge in the underground, then, as I wake, I am dreaming about those that have been subdued, controlled by the aliens, getting free of the controliing forces, and escaping to us, then last night, am dreaming about the day's following my Surgery, I have my surgery then that evening am discharged, and am having to learn about dilators etc, by my myself.
 So, any of you reading this, that are male, if your confused by the women in your life, is because us female's have so much running about in our bodies, is oh difficult for us to completely control our emotion's. 











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11-06-12


Just given the Docs a call, re getting more hormones, receptionist must be a newbie, she didn't seem to have any idea about who I was, lets be seriouse, having a trans on the books might be a well known fact with all the receptionists? Should be in the area tomorrow, whileI am out on my bike, dependant on the weather, if too bad, will have to see weather I bus or over ground it, at least will see either Chloe or Azre, at least they'll have an idea about my history










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07-06-12

Just had an email from MM, re the photo's for that article on me, and she needs to retake the piccies, she forgot her camera last time didn't she? So will have to retake them, but will probably have to be next week.











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01-06-12

OMG, just seen R, that I haven't seen for ages, she's a much happier person, nowaday's. she is oh so impressed with the new me too







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30-05-12
Just started watching last nights 'Hit and Miss', that bit where Mia is stood there, belting her Penis, is oh so close to the truth, that so many of us Transgendered have to go through. I know I need the flesh down there, to create what should be there. But oh so much of the time, I would so love for it to be gone, if only the next 2-3 years were past, that I was the woman I should have been, but, as and when it does happen, will J and C still be there for me? Is oh so difficult for me, god, yes there are time I would to go of with one of theose guy's, but no, J did ask me to stop seeing guy's, I did say I would, but a woman still has needs?












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29-05-12

What is it, about the sun and guy's? After that guy the other day, the following day, a guy that had tried to pickl me up ages ago, while I was on my way back from Morrisons, but he still didn't seem to grasp, that I wasn't meeting anybody at the mo. Then yesterday, at the Royston, again. Four 20 year olds mouthing off, going on about how sexy I was supposed to be. how one of them fancied me, as if, kids? But hey, still made me feel good though












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25-05-12


OMG, just been to the Royston, as per, for my lunch, left there at the usual time to get back to Flat to meet J, some guy that had been in the pub, followed me down, tried to pick me up? fully aware that I was trans, even asked if I was post or prehe felt oh so awkward, but god, did he make me feel good, this is a normal, straight pub in in ethe middle of the east end, Essex, an dsome oh so straight guy, has just tried to pick me. God he made me feel good, I mean this isn't a trans club, where sex is more or less guarranteed, but he did try to pick me up? hilarriouse bit was, had just had a quick joke with the sexy C from the pub too?









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