27-11-2013
Don't ask me why, but have just been having some weird thought's, going back to when I was in the Army, as much as I tried, and succeeded at keeping everything concealed, surely somebody had an idea, there was that in my hyper confidential, that I was not to go NI, surely some body had an idea, as they did say, was for emotional reasons, wasn't I considered strong enough, emotionaly?
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Wednesday, 27 November 2013
Sunday, 24 November 2013
24-11-2013
This is getting unbelievable, as much as I love J, her non-sexuality, is screwing me mentality. I would oh so much her to just give me a hug, a look. But is oh so difficult,cyes would be oh easy to jump into some guy's bed, but I don't want that do I. What I want, need, is J, I don't want to lose her, I need her, but at the same time, I don't want, need a man. I just want that one woman, that has been stood by me, for the last 12 years, that stood by me, as I became the woman I am today. But, at the same time, I am being screwed up, by the waiting game, just waiting for a date, to even get that initial consultation, by the Surgeon. If he even saw me at his private clinic would be no problem, that's even closer to the family, than CX. But hey, I guess the waiting game is part of the process, but is oh so difficult, I am getting oh so much more tempted to use those knives of mine, and just chop that bit off, but that would mean bleeding to death, and losing the flesh required to construct the required?
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This is getting unbelievable, as much as I love J, her non-sexuality, is screwing me mentality. I would oh so much her to just give me a hug, a look. But is oh so difficult,cyes would be oh easy to jump into some guy's bed, but I don't want that do I. What I want, need, is J, I don't want to lose her, I need her, but at the same time, I don't want, need a man. I just want that one woman, that has been stood by me, for the last 12 years, that stood by me, as I became the woman I am today. But, at the same time, I am being screwed up, by the waiting game, just waiting for a date, to even get that initial consultation, by the Surgeon. If he even saw me at his private clinic would be no problem, that's even closer to the family, than CX. But hey, I guess the waiting game is part of the process, but is oh so difficult, I am getting oh so much more tempted to use those knives of mine, and just chop that bit off, but that would mean bleeding to death, and losing the flesh required to construct the required?
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Sunday, 17 November 2013
17-11-2013
So, Mr Boris Johnson, supposed Mayor of London, supposed Chief of Metropolitan Police, it may be illegal in UK to be Transphobic, but is OK in London, as it's not in Public Interest. Really, well, we shall see, as I am about to speak to Police Complaints, and as the Metropolitans Chief, You shall also be investigated, as you were informed of the actions, of your juniors, but refused to take any action. Ergo Transphobic?
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So, Mr Boris Johnson, supposed Mayor of London, supposed Chief of Metropolitan Police, it may be illegal in UK to be Transphobic, but is OK in London, as it's not in Public Interest. Really, well, we shall see, as I am about to speak to Police Complaints, and as the Metropolitans Chief, You shall also be investigated, as you were informed of the actions, of your juniors, but refused to take any action. Ergo Transphobic?
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Thursday, 14 November 2013
14-11-2013
It's been a weird day today, went up to Olympic Park, top see about Veladrome, and opening conditions. While I was on the bus, getting there, Bus Driver turned around, and said how attractive I was, then asked where I lived, had to tell him, am living with J though.
Was on FB, chatting to a contact from down in Devon, and he admitted I was a sexy looking woman, but then he did admit, that he was only telling me because he knew I wouldn't be interested in him, only interested in women.
But other things are Screwing me up, am getting oh so hormonal at times, this is really scaring me now.
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It's been a weird day today, went up to Olympic Park, top see about Veladrome, and opening conditions. While I was on the bus, getting there, Bus Driver turned around, and said how attractive I was, then asked where I lived, had to tell him, am living with J though.
Was on FB, chatting to a contact from down in Devon, and he admitted I was a sexy looking woman, but then he did admit, that he was only telling me because he knew I wouldn't be interested in him, only interested in women.
But other things are Screwing me up, am getting oh so hormonal at times, this is really scaring me now.
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Monday, 11 November 2013
11-11-2013
Attended Remembrance again yesterday, met up with Toffee again, also saw Andy, that I haven't seen since '94, and also CJ, CJ was on attachment anyway after I got back in '93, so barely saw him after amalgamation, but still was good. Did march past, then immediate RV at the Sherlock Holmes, well J was there wasn't she. Was only supposed to be a quick one for us, but..........
If your looking on BBC Iplayer, you'll see me at 1.39, while its still on there.
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Attended Remembrance again yesterday, met up with Toffee again, also saw Andy, that I haven't seen since '94, and also CJ, CJ was on attachment anyway after I got back in '93, so barely saw him after amalgamation, but still was good. Did march past, then immediate RV at the Sherlock Holmes, well J was there wasn't she. Was only supposed to be a quick one for us, but..........
If your looking on BBC Iplayer, you'll see me at 1.39, while its still on there.
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Monday, 28 October 2013
28-10-2013
Have just had a totally Orgasmic Weekend, Was Erotica again, we were called in again, and yet again, we embarrassed the main bars, those in the cellar with us, were dead.
Got told repeatedly how sexy I was, more than once , some never realised I was trans till I opened my mouth? Massive Vanessa was there again, 6'6", in her bare feet, and she was wearing heels, Holly was there too, but this time she had a gentle toy with her, just a flogger, a soft Cat O'nine, with suede whips on it.
Donna was there too, it appears she has a Circus history, as not only is she a fire breather, she's bull whip cracker, the she was cracking that whip was so beautiful, then seeing her in a crop top, skirt, mmmmmmmmmmm, oh so sexy. Then just seeing the girls too. 'Chelle, one of the staff from last time, was there again, after she found out about my planned surgery, she went and got me a vibrator for afterwards, she must have checked things too, as it isn't too big though, can't wait.
As you can tell, was a totally FANTASTIC weekend. So a MEGA BIG thank you, to all you girls out there, and the odd Guy too?
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Have just had a totally Orgasmic Weekend, Was Erotica again, we were called in again, and yet again, we embarrassed the main bars, those in the cellar with us, were dead.
Got told repeatedly how sexy I was, more than once , some never realised I was trans till I opened my mouth? Massive Vanessa was there again, 6'6", in her bare feet, and she was wearing heels, Holly was there too, but this time she had a gentle toy with her, just a flogger, a soft Cat O'nine, with suede whips on it.
As you can tell, was a totally FANTASTIC weekend. So a MEGA BIG thank you, to all you girls out there, and the odd Guy too?
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Saturday, 12 October 2013
12-10-2013
Have just got an awesome surprise today. Who remembers 'My Transgender Summer', from about 2-3 years ago, it appears, one of the girls, is called Donna, as is my hair dresser. Yes, knew This Donna was trans too, but never knew she had done this programme, my memory Is never what it was, so there was no way I would think that I would have this girl, as a friend, but yes, I know her. So, Donna, when you read this, I had to mention you, sorry?
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Have just got an awesome surprise today. Who remembers 'My Transgender Summer', from about 2-3 years ago, it appears, one of the girls, is called Donna, as is my hair dresser. Yes, knew This Donna was trans too, but never knew she had done this programme, my memory Is never what it was, so there was no way I would think that I would have this girl, as a friend, but yes, I know her. So, Donna, when you read this, I had to mention you, sorry?
WARNING: Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites for study or projects - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current or future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
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