26-10-2014
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25-10-2014
Just a quick notification, could be some interesting news and photo's tomorrow?
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24-10-2014
Oh so much has changed, Neale has been forced to change Saturday, so won't be there, Jane has started admitting that yes, she is lesbian now, makes me feel oh so much better. I guess things with Neal are now off, as it appears his wife is in remission now, after the hell the Spanish Malaka put me through, by failing to mention that he is married? I guess I will stopping the plan to lose my virginity, and make it a case of as and when. Saturday Night is going to be oh so brill, had lunch with Simone, first time in oh so long, worst part is, that because of what happened with NHS and mu Consultant, Mr Bellringer, oh so many of the girls awaiting their surgeries, have been pushed back, Simone was saying that she's been pushed back till April, before she will even get a notification of when??
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22-10-2014
Just been chatting with Neale again, I know, but, I do love him. Yet again he's avoided how he feels about me, he's been told Saturday will be a Neale free zone, so that we can meet Raya, Jane's already said, any sign of Neale, he's gone, but at same time, looks like I could be meeting up with him on Saturday day time, as he doesn't have anything for Raya to wear, but he's also made some comments, how my clothes don't exactly match me, that they're not as expensive as I am??? So might be having a shopping expedition?? The whole idea could be very exciting, as we would be a couple, but, Neale will be panicky about people recognising him, of course I'll be panicky about Laura seeing us. But I'll be with Neale, so yes, will be oh so happy about that. God have missed him.
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18-10-2014
OMG, somebody grab me a Diary? Thursday out with Sexy Simone, for a lunch date, oh so long in the waiting for it, Saturday Night out with Simone again, Raya, Jane and Dean? Then next Thursday, finally going out with Barry, we've meant to do it for years, but some thing always came up, so this time, he's taking me out for dinner, the hitting Teds, been oh so long since been there, also, no intention of playing, but will oh so enjoy being a woman with no worries????
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16-10-2014
I don't believe it, I should of been paying attention, he's married? I know I should realise these things, but, am being a woman, am forgetting all the BS that men give, but then I never gave BS, was always an honest guy. But that was my feminine side, even then?
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13-10-2014
God, things are getting worse and worse,, Jane is saying I can't call George my boyfriend, MUST only call him an acquaintance, however, her refusal to show, give any emotional support is difficult for me, George even tells me how good I look, I have to ask Jane. OK, she keeps going on about how difficult it is for her, to be lesbian, but how about some HUMAN support, she doesn't tell me how she feels about me, doesn't give me kisses,, ok, she might put her arm behind me at night, but that is at night, and only when sat their chilling, prior to bed. Bed time, don't even go there, she goes on about how difficult it is for her, but how about me, I'm getting the emotional support, of a guy? not the person I share a bed with, as and when he's back in UK, he hope to give me the physical support too. Doesn't she understand, her refusal is causing me massive Sexuality Confusion, the woman I love and want to be with, is refusing to give me the support I need, but George is, admittedly he is thinking with dangly bits, he's a guy, but, I'm a woman, with all the emotional needs of a woman, yes EMOTIONAL, not just physical.
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