28-09-2013
Yesterday, I forgot to take my HRT, in the Morning. The effect are oh so scary, I get oh so emotional. was thinking about D all day, this Is weird, we haven't seen each other since Germany, even then, yes we knew other, but were never close, the thing with D, he's alway's seemed to have barriers up, We get back in contact, I was open about everything, hell, would be difficult to hide anything about me wouldn't it. I know its been over 2 years since I was involved with a guy, back then it was purely sexual, never anything emotional, only person I've been emotional with was and is J. So why the hell am I getting emo about a guy I haven't seen in nearly 20 year's?

After the way I have been feeling over the last couple of day's, I may suddenly add, after I have posted, why, because the next couple of months are going to OH so intense for me, as I countdown to my Surgery. Not many actually realise how serious a surgery GRS is. Imagine the 2 main arteries in the body being redirected, cut, then con-joined, then approximately 4-8oz of human flesh being removed, then about 10 inches of flesh being con-joined again, in an area that flesh isn't. One part of the body becoming 2, then being placed, approximately 5-7inches from where it was meant to be, Following Video contains Human Surgery

 .http://uk.video.search.yahoo.com/video/play;_ylt=A2KLqItdVkdSzRcAp1p2BQx.;_ylu=X3oDMTByZ2N0cmxpBHNlYwNzcgRzbGsDdmlkBHZ0aWQDBGdwb3MDMg--?p=gender+reassignment+surgery&vid=9ebf483092497ab318a4fc03dcf40868&l=7%3A30&turl=http%3A%2F%2Fts1.mm.bing.net%2Fth%3Fid%3DV.4858532592878068%26pid%3D15.1&rurl=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DBjqlcLCiU2Q&tit=New+refinements+in+Male-to-Female+reassignment+surgery&c=1&sigr=11a347nhi&age=0&&tt=b

Have wanted to add at some stage, this was the only time that it would be correct.








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