04-09-2014
OK, so it is those things that Men the world over have no idea about, emotions, hormones, the whole female package, I am even more confused in that I don't want to lose J, or C. But at the same time, I want, need N, I know I should be unable to take him till March, December at the earliest, but if I don't, I will lose him, I know I shouldn't, but I do love him. But, this love is different, I never felt this for Jane, I still don't, but then that's probably because she is there all the time, and he isn't, but god I wish he was.
   Even if we don't make love, I want to spend the night with him, to lie next to him.   

Brilliant, he was in touch this afternoon, everything sorted, he had had a bit of a downer, stress and everything, but he's OKish now




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