14-01-2015
Things are getting oh so confusing, for me. Hormones are oh so screwing me up, as soon as a guy, is being nice to me, showing any interest, I am getting oh so head over heels, before, those testicles and their testosterone gave me a safety barrier, a heartless B'stard, a love them and leave them, sort of .... But now, an old male friend is going to be taking me out, and yes, am scared, am scared that if we do end up in bed, what will I do, will I lie there like a panicky virgin, will I scare him with my sexual aggressiveness, am oh so confused, am I lesbian, or am I a confused straight woman, is oh so screwed up, hey, I ain't panicking though, Barry is a lovely guy, but oh so don't want to ruin things.
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Hi there, just reading your blog this PM. Things sound oh so tough with J and C, with B and also oh so lot of confusion with N too. I know the HRT makes things unclear as well as problems being a post-op TS after the GRS with Mr B at CX on the NHS.
ReplyDeleteAny update on problems with M & S?
Is it worth maybe talking with S, A, K, W, H, G, D, F, T, M, R, CJ, J(post-op girl), L, E or P? Get as much support as you can.
Love,
XY