07-03-2016
Just had a brillian t weekend, was over at the Vic, again, this time, not a cabaret night, was for a Trans Ball, AKA K's birthday, she's one of the bar maids there, when working she's lovely, but when not working, she's C, and because of his families transphobia, can't go full time, yet.
  During the night, was outside with K and her sisters, mates, trying to explain exactly what being transgendered entails. The one question that keeps coming up, that I hate, is, 'so you're transexual?' , none of us are, a transexual, shemale, are things created by US porn industry, we are either transgendered, transitioning to become women, or transvestite, love women's clothes, love wearing them. The clue is in the word, Transgendered, Gender=male/female, trans=confused, we have male to female, female to male transgendered. Transexual? trans=confused, sexual=hetero, gay. So yes, now, was transexual, in that I believed I was lesbian, I have only ever been attracted to women, during transition I experimented with men, was never actualy attracted to men, then, but now??? But, I want a man, not a crossdresser, that appears to be all I attract, but yes, there were 2 men, that were only ever men to me, admittedly I met one in Fem mode, but that never really worked, the other was my tall knight, yes I admit I fell in love with him, but, I was the bit on the side, all was fine till he treated like I was the bit on the side.
  God, oh so need a man, to show me what men are like, who'll treat me like a woman, and not a sex toy? 














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