29-04-12


Just had a fantastic night, yet another night with the 'Erotica' girls. Some of the girls I worked with at Erotica last year, first 3 are Simone, black and white, me, Stella, in blue, Kelia, in black, and Ria, in pink. We met up at the Chamberlain, in Minories, Ozzy Barmaid, hated us, as per usual, for females, because of our legs?lol, she wanted to know how we did it, gave her loads of finess idea's, then Simone gave the perfect answer? Ball's.

The one thing, that helped us all, stay slim, that and having hyper active metoblisms, some thing that is slowing down for me, as I get slowly curvier, as the pictures will show?

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23-04-12


Talk about having a screwed up day, in H/smith for sign on, nip into Mall to go to the loo. Security sudenly appear, claiming am not allowed in mall, after crap in December, in which Security assaulted me, that I was in court for, beginning of Month, that Security, witnesses, and evidence failed to attend
to? Appareny owners of mall, failed to act on evidence, but did on apparent lies in log book. I would never have found out about the truth, if, after 999 refusing to task required officers for an Emergency Level 1, I went out and found a police officer, for advice, and they immediately realising I was the victim of said hate crime, Transphobic abuse, and completely understanding the feeling's it instills. And How, by being Transgendered herself?




Just noticed have had a Darklioness82 just post on here?
wonder who that is?






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20-04-12

Well, how about that for a surprise, decide to take C to see her grandparent's, I nip over to The B, to use the WiFi, not working, then get chatting to a couple of guy's there, after N asks one of them to sign a CD.
Is Mozez, the former lead from 07, whoever they are? He's there with his PR agent? His agent then gives me Mozez's latest track to listen too, good old fashioned soul, not bad.
Mozez's PR agent then starts asking me about being Trans, typical, total disinformation about transgendered, as usual, his idea of me being straight, is the Atypical one, am only involved with women, if straight, not realising that to me, being straight, is the same as any any straight women, with a guy.
Does that know mean I am going to have a song written about me now? have done the film bit, done the magazine bit, next have to be an actual actress, in the film, rather than just crew, and an extra?





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19-04-12

Has been a day from hell, had an appointment with GP this morning. However, wasn't sure whether or not they would have got notification, from Charing X, about anti-testosterone. So deceide to er, on the side of caution, and went to Charing X first, and guess what, no, had not sent, had not even written, but would be, within the next couple of weeks. So anyway, off we go to GP, to get my hormone prescription. This was going to be interesting, Dr K, only does one day a week now, he is getting on a bit now?? So needed to see a new one, Dr R. apparently she has had Trans patients before, but at another surgery, but, not up to speed with hormone regime, in that. not aware that it requires increasing 2 mg every 3 months, but she did do it though, gave me a months prescription, till she gets paperwork confirming dosages.
So after finishing with GP, off back to Charing X, to ask them, to add to anti-testosterone letter, a breif description of dosage regime on hormones. Then, would you believe it, as I'm sat there, waiting for Dr S's secretary, Dr S comes out, and informs me, he has just completed dosage letter for GP, so back to GP's, to inform them, that dosage letter should be there within the next 2-3 day's, anti-testosterone letter, end of month.






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18-04-12

Today will be fun, have a lunch date. Mmmmmm, sounds interesting, especialy when you realise who with, no body famouse, but yes a guy, Emmet, and not just any guy, but a trans guy, that is to say, a female to male guy. Admittedly there are a higher percentage of M2F's, Male to female, transgendered, but does accur to women too. Thursday is getting closer, hopefully, shall start the Bollock Killing injections, the beginning of the end of my manhood, brilliant.
Was an interesting lunch, saying that, all we did was have a chat over coffee, lol, but god, how surprising, find out we both have similar backgrounds, E's dad was in RAF Music too?





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16-04-12

After being advised, by an old friend, to put more Trans stuff on here, for those that don't realise how much girls like me, have to go through, on a daily basis.
Up at 7, to C ready for school, front room, kettle on for coffee, for me and J, 15 min sitdown, chance to have my hormones, and chill before I realy have to get things going.
Time for shower, at same time, as I pass C's room, make sure she is getting ready for school, get her back side moving for that. Get shower on, bedroom, PJ's off, give J a kick to get her moving, into shower, only reason for getting into shower everyday, isn't purely a cleanliness thing, that takes 2 mins, is that in the shower is the easiest way to get a completely close shave, bloki things like needing a shave, don't end as soon as we start living as women, oh god no, is such hard work. next bit, out dried and dressed. knickers, bra, tights, skirt. I stop putting clothes on, I haven't grown up with make up, still learning, so have a habit of spilling powder all over clothes, you guy's may not realise, but slap, makeup, cann be such a bitch to get out of clothes. One bit of makeup I hate, is concealer, not as thick as some, does it's job, but face does feel as if it has the proverbial 2" of makeup on it at times, next is the foundation, another concealer, not even started on makeup itself. but here we go, next is powder, initial stage of make up now, to give face all over colour, first eyeshadow, hint now, alway's check the fashion and how you want this, some times is full eye's, currently half eye, then eyliner, choose a liner that your comfortable with, and of course colour that goes with rest of make up, then finaly blusher and lippy, we don't alway's need blusher, but can look good though.
C and J are both up now, and dressed, so off we go to school. This is my process every day, whether or not am taking C to school, to try and make myself look presentable, and passeable as a woman. More and more of the time, peeps are oh so surprising when they realise I'm trans.






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14-04-12

Today has been an intersting day, went down to Chingford Community Libray, to drop off the paper work for us to volunteer up there. Was the opening day, being opened by the Mayor of Chingford, also had IDS (Ian Duncan Smith) in attendance.  and at the same time, first time for some to even come close to working in a Library, was kept busy sorting out shelving for Teen Ager books, all the while waiting for other Mayor, Boris Johnson, to put in an apperance.

 After returning, get chance to see F1 qualifiers, Mercedes have finaly got their first, front row qualilfier, Liverpool are through to their first FA for too long, and also, we have had winners on the National, first and third, £115, not bad considering we only spent £20 betting on the horses.
Before I forget, as some body, is supposed to eyeballing this later, please join, and make some comment please? Like you need an escuse to keep quiet???





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10-04-12


Off back to London later, but will be traveling in a skirt, Jeans are getting damn uncomfortable. Admittedly J isn't too keen on my top, but then do need those boobies, more later??















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07-04-12

Well, second day at Haven, and if any girls are considering going to a Haven site, as a girl, don't.
Last night had to put upwith the usual abuse, I grabbed hold of Security, they end up having a go at me, I call the police, Security lie to police, police take no further action, what a surprise. Had to go see Management this AM, they were all for barring me, following lies by Security, so basicaly I have to now eat humble pie with the security, I will apologise for my part last night last night, and yes there were laws broken, but nothing further. Haven have no idea how close they are to being shut down, and the money they will forced to pay out to every single person, that is either on holiday here, or owns a 'van here.
How about that, barely an hour after posting what I did earlier, the woman from a couple, sat opposite us, then queries me, in regards things Trans, turns out her 14 year old son is a crossdresser, but at the mo, but has made it clear, no wish to transition, at the mo????






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06-04-12

Am down in Somerset, at the mo, trying to get to sleep, prior to getting down to Haven for a weekend of relaxation, however, will be with in-laws, wife and daughter, so not enjoying my self too much. I don't know if it's getting down to Haven again, doing something, or just the prospect of getting to Doctors when I get back, for those injection's. Admittedly might enjoy getting a little prick from other means, but, heyho? But shall let you know if anything happens while I am down there.

That Trans chat room that seemed to be pretty good was anything but, got tired of being reprimanded for mentioning the word Sex, or what dosage I am on. Decided to kick them into touch, can you believe it, a mod got upset with me, because I had not acnowledged that they were talking BS, or that when I stated that I had seen what they had said "What do you expect me to do, come to attention and salute you" they suspended me, with the words that I had to await a mod acknowledging me, all te while that mod decided to do one. Doesn't he realise, to get respect, you have to give respect? but then, he is an American, they seriousely do think they are the centre of the Galaxy, Not?













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04-04-12


Been a crazy 2 day's, Monday was at CX again, received some good news, if blood tests are all OK, will be receiving anti-testosterone injections, brilliant. This is the final step, as it were, will be on the road to woman hood.

Also, got more brill news about Something Blue, has been picked up by several Education Authorities, for Diversity Education at schools. Also in regards to Diversity Education, had an interview yesterday, for Hedonist Magazine, is a new London Mag, that features some Brill pictures, and the odd feature, I am the Feature, for the next issue, www.hedonistmagazine.co.uk  Shall keep you all informed.


















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