30-01-2015
OMG, what is going on with me, am panicking, am meeting up with Miranda, not a date, as such, just skating, but we're going to be alone, no Jane, no Connie, no Ted for her, or Mark, am oh so scared, scared of kissing her, I know we can't just nip into the toilets for a quicky, us girl's need our space, room to spread out, to contort into weird kinky sex positions, sort of thing straights can't get into, just touching is just oh soo, so intense
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Thursday 29 January 2015
29-01-2015
This was Xmas Day, 2014, will I pass?
Wednesday 28 January 2015
28-01-2015
Thank God, we made love last night, no sensation's yet, still. this is driving me crazy, have had to cancel things with Barry. Lets be serious, ok so he would be happy, he's a bloke, easily satisfied, but, would I. Chatting with that new woman earlier, she's not good, she had a phase last night/this morning, told her why didn't she get in contact, would of been asleep, but then I was up till 2, couldn't sleep, then it turns out she was up at 3, with what happened, are we connected?yes we fancy each other, but.............
But, also was over in Kensington yesterday, got a letter from CX, HRT is to be changed again, it went down to 6mg, now up to 7mg, but said that it would about 7, before I was back on HRT, post-op.
Anyway, been given permision to add this photo, and name her as she is, my gorgeouse, wonderful Girlfriend, won't say I love her, yet?
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Thank God, we made love last night, no sensation's yet, still. this is driving me crazy, have had to cancel things with Barry. Lets be serious, ok so he would be happy, he's a bloke, easily satisfied, but, would I. Chatting with that new woman earlier, she's not good, she had a phase last night/this morning, told her why didn't she get in contact, would of been asleep, but then I was up till 2, couldn't sleep, then it turns out she was up at 3, with what happened, are we connected?yes we fancy each other, but.............
But, also was over in Kensington yesterday, got a letter from CX, HRT is to be changed again, it went down to 6mg, now up to 7mg, but said that it would about 7, before I was back on HRT, post-op.
Anyway, been given permision to add this photo, and name her as she is, my gorgeouse, wonderful Girlfriend, won't say I love her, yet?
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Tuesday 27 January 2015
27-01-2015
OMG, things getting oh so difficult at the mo, yes I know, was keeping things between me and Barry, quiet, but yesterday, she launched of at me. Seemed to think I wanted I wanted to leave her, move in with that guy from Leeds, but I can't do that. If I did , would cause oh so much emotional damage to her, as we, as well loving her oh so much, I just need her, god alone know's how much I need her, I just wish she would realise, how much.
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OMG, things getting oh so difficult at the mo, yes I know, was keeping things between me and Barry, quiet, but yesterday, she launched of at me. Seemed to think I wanted I wanted to leave her, move in with that guy from Leeds, but I can't do that. If I did , would cause oh so much emotional damage to her, as we, as well loving her oh so much, I just need her, god alone know's how much I need her, I just wish she would realise, how much.
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Saturday 24 January 2015
24-01-2015
OMG, talk about a crazy 72 hours, that guy, that was supposed to be coming down on Thursday, is coming down Monday, was out Skating yesterday, having a joke with a lad, THEN, got talking to a girl he was with, we clicked straight of, THEN, Gaydar starts clicking in, so I asked her, yes, she's gay, but admits to being Bi now, after a bad relationship, but, oh so yummy anyway, And yes, she is probably reading this too.
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OMG, talk about a crazy 72 hours, that guy, that was supposed to be coming down on Thursday, is coming down Monday, was out Skating yesterday, having a joke with a lad, THEN, got talking to a girl he was with, we clicked straight of, THEN, Gaydar starts clicking in, so I asked her, yes, she's gay, but admits to being Bi now, after a bad relationship, but, oh so yummy anyway, And yes, she is probably reading this too.
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Tuesday 20 January 2015
20-101-2015
Oh My God, just had an Audition, yesterday, for an Eddie Redmain film, The Danish Girl, so watch this space, you may have this mouse working a film again, Me, A Mouse?
OK, so maybe I'm not, will try and attach my first here? OK so I can't, Something Blue is what it's called.
This is the info about the film I auditioned for, http://www.shb-info.org/kidmanelbe.html
This is Something Blue, on Youtube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yi3ileTB0bY&feature=youtu.be
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Oh My God, just had an Audition, yesterday, for an Eddie Redmain film, The Danish Girl, so watch this space, you may have this mouse working a film again, Me, A Mouse?
OK, so maybe I'm not, will try and attach my first here? OK so I can't, Something Blue is what it's called.
This is the info about the film I auditioned for, http://www.shb-info.org/kidmanelbe.html
This is Something Blue, on Youtube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yi3ileTB0bY&feature=youtu.be
WARNING: Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites for study or projects - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current or future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
Wednesday 14 January 2015
14-01-2015
Things are getting oh so confusing, for me. Hormones are oh so screwing me up, as soon as a guy, is being nice to me, showing any interest, I am getting oh so head over heels, before, those testicles and their testosterone gave me a safety barrier, a heartless B'stard, a love them and leave them, sort of .... But now, an old male friend is going to be taking me out, and yes, am scared, am scared that if we do end up in bed, what will I do, will I lie there like a panicky virgin, will I scare him with my sexual aggressiveness, am oh so confused, am I lesbian, or am I a confused straight woman, is oh so screwed up, hey, I ain't panicking though, Barry is a lovely guy, but oh so don't want to ruin things.
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Things are getting oh so confusing, for me. Hormones are oh so screwing me up, as soon as a guy, is being nice to me, showing any interest, I am getting oh so head over heels, before, those testicles and their testosterone gave me a safety barrier, a heartless B'stard, a love them and leave them, sort of .... But now, an old male friend is going to be taking me out, and yes, am scared, am scared that if we do end up in bed, what will I do, will I lie there like a panicky virgin, will I scare him with my sexual aggressiveness, am oh so confused, am I lesbian, or am I a confused straight woman, is oh so screwed up, hey, I ain't panicking though, Barry is a lovely guy, but oh so don't want to ruin things.
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Sunday 11 January 2015
11-01-2015
New Year, new me, literally, this will be my first year as a woman, a complete woman, will shortly have my GRC, new birth certificate, new marriage certificate, already have Passport, that was easy compared to GRC, also have another date, in a couple of weeks, he's aware that this doesn't mean we will be going to bed together, have been chatting since the very beginning, from when I was that confused transvestite, we were meant to meet before, but things screwed that up, out of my control, but still, will finally get to meet him. Jane is still panicking that I will leave her after this date, that I will end up in bed with him, will enjoy it, but not want her any more, stupid woman, no matter what I will alway's love her.
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New Year, new me, literally, this will be my first year as a woman, a complete woman, will shortly have my GRC, new birth certificate, new marriage certificate, already have Passport, that was easy compared to GRC, also have another date, in a couple of weeks, he's aware that this doesn't mean we will be going to bed together, have been chatting since the very beginning, from when I was that confused transvestite, we were meant to meet before, but things screwed that up, out of my control, but still, will finally get to meet him. Jane is still panicking that I will leave her after this date, that I will end up in bed with him, will enjoy it, but not want her any more, stupid woman, no matter what I will alway's love her.
WARNING: Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites for study or projects - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current or future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
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