30-03-2013


Just woken up at Devon Cliffs, in Devon, gone over to get ready for breckers, just thinking about this place, most of the crew have been replaced, but still some of oldster's, A is still in charge in Bugsies, complete replacement on the Fun crew, one or 2 still in the Food Hall, D is gayer than ever.

 Was talking oh so much with A last night, apparently I am such an Enigma, for the other owners? In a good way though? That's all A say's, but not much else, I would like to know more, why wasn't anything said to R when he was up here? Before I forget, don't say this often to blokes, anymore, BIG kisses A.

Just had Breakfast here, OMG, you do not waste money to try and make money, there may have been complaints about delay in people getting their food, but those are people that are used to the Fast Food Culture, want it there and then, but, not willing to wait a minute, to get food fresh and hot. You could be wasting at least half a dozen eggs a day, that's 3.5 Doz a week, 14 doz a month, might only be eggs, but one dozen are £2, approx., add that up?






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26-03-2013
OMG, wake up after last nights vigil, in support of Lucy Meadows, against Richard Littlejohn, to find this http://www.guardian.co.uk/society/2013/mar/25/lucy-meadows-daily-mail-vigil, on line, mainly showing S, a girl from Eastbourne, but also showing J, C and also me. Admittedly things started to get heated, when a chant was started for Littlejohn to be sacked, we were asked to keep quiet, which we did. Another view of Support, we had at least 2 MP's there. The Mail knew we were there, as the Assistant Editor got his Secretary to make excuses, firstly at a dinner, then claiming he was at a meeting, so that he wouldn't have to face us.









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25-03-2013
Has been a crazy weekend. On Friday I was informed by A, of a horrendous incident caused by Richard Littlejohn, that wonder full columnist, not, from the Daily Mail. Just before Christmas, he heard about a girl, that was just starting her Transition, from up in Lancashire. She was a Teacher, at a Primary School, the parents and teachers were all supportive of her, but, the press being the press, had to go and start harassing her. If it had just been Littlejohn, she might have been ok, but, he had to go and get a load of the press pack involved, they started harassing the parents of the kids at the school; Begging for pictures of Lucy, Lucy Meadows, before and present. Lucy might have been born in the wrong body, she was finally starting on the road to sorting that error, to be the woman she should have been, they were forcing her to leave for work early, finishing late, having no peace at work. Why oh Why, do those narrow minded idiots insist on portraying us Trans as some kind of deviants. Tuesday last, she joined the long of transgendered, that have received nothing but abuse, for finaly, having the courage, to be themselves.

Have they actually ever walked away from those Lilly White Hallows that they linger around, and seen what real human being's actually do, to be human.









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22-03-2013
Big Step at CX GIC, am no longer going there for  Speech Therapy, M seems to think I have done
amazingly well, not only in Speech, but my general attitude towards my Transition, in that I am just oh so completely female, apart from that obvious bit. In my general demeanour. So hope he stay's in touch, so that he can continue to give me tips on how to talk girlier?









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18-03-2013
Just watched the final episode of 'Hit and Miss' again, C just turned around, as she was having her breakers, and states, that she would love to have a sister, not a brother, but a sister. Bit late for that, I may still have some semblance of sperm floating around in in here, but that is all  it is now, a semblance.
After things that happened with me and J, the other week, there is no way I can get an erection again, so will have to try and get sperm out, another way, if we wanted it that is.









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15-03-2013

Just had lunch, again, with the lovely H, was fantastic, as alway's, talked about Erotica, she did arrange it. Not exactly arrange it, but she did meet up with the Erotica Boss recently? And in a kind of round about way, did hint at being available again, so yes, the girls are back again, strutting there stuff, in front of the civilian's, Ty Wabbit.
 So can't wait for the end of October, in Tobacco Docks, will be oh so good, as I for one, will be oh so much ballsier than before. Reason, because I am a woman, a ballsy woman?











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09-03-2013
Has been confusing at the library, was chatting with A on Thursday, in German of course, she was panicky when she suddenly heard me talking, in German to C, A suddenly sprouted up, "Is she German", so I called C over to us, A looks bemused, but asks her, in German, is she German? They then give each other a quick run down on how long they have been in UK, why they came over, where they live now, never realised, but C is just around corner, on the estate.
   Shortly afterwards was chatting with A, she mentioned a guy that had walked in, but she seemed surprised when I said I prefer women. But it wasn't a look of disgust she gave me, was a look of interest. or so it seemed to me?








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04-03-2013

Hit and Miss is on again, on Atlantic, and yes they got oh so much wrong, again, but at the same time, so showed the deeper, emotional side to what we have to go through, but, would I have been able to do that job, what she has to do to survive. Yes I know I have the training for it, but could I handle it emotionally?

God, things are getting oh so hard for me, emotionally I need the contact, of making love, however, is oh so simple to cancel the needs within myself. 













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