27-12-2014
Well, am down in Taunton, again, have had a lovely time so far, back to London day after tomorrow, decided to go take a look at Conquest, the Riding Centre where I used to help out, and decided to take some piccies with my new toy, so here we go.
This is Conquest Entrance.
This one of the first things you'll see there, their work horse, used for carrying bales out to fields, and generaly everything.
And this is the Stall's, where the horses live when they are in
And this is where all the lesson's are given, the Shool.
And these are the Fields where the horses spend their nights and weekend's.
And this is the Picnic area
And this was The Muck Heap, my Domain when i was here?
Also, when I came down to Visit, was oh so lucky, one of the people I wanted to meet when I was in Taunton, was, Jes, manageress of Conquest, wast here when I came over, was oh so good to see her. Conquest was the first place that started to recognise me as a woman, was able to relax, and be myself, the woman I was meant to be
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22-12-2014
Was an interesting night last night, was at Teds, for the first time in 2-3 year's, straight away Ted recognised me, BUT, he also saw that something was different, damn different. Obviously he realised I had had my op, he saw that I was Happy now, as did a couple of guy's. No, I wasn't picking up, Jane was supposed to be with me, but because of miscommunication, no baby sitter? I got there, and straight was comfortable as hell, very shortly was chatting with Des, don't worry, am oh so not his type, as he prefers guy's, He was lovely, had a right laugh, then I needed to go to the loo, one of the girls was getting into Drab mode, so was left waiting outside toilet, som admirer, the stopped to try and get my attention, I made it very clear not interested, but did grab some party essentials while I was there, then returned to Des, while sat there chatting, a lad turned that had chatted with Des before, Nathaniel, well I assumed they knew each other, but didn't, Nathan was just after a guy? Well, thats what I thought, turns out he's bi??? and was very interested in me, OMG, what a body, solid oh so taught, but, he had bigger boobs than me??oh god, was oh so tempted to let him have me, but, made it very clear, that it would take a bed at least, thankfully, he isn't a typical black lad, well I had to have a stroke, through his jeans, I had to find out. Later on got chatting to Lucy, a tgirl, only 6'3" or so in her bare feet, but she had heel's on? but oh so nice too.
On my way to Taunton again, everything packed and sorted, or so I thought, left my phone at parents, Doh? So Guy's, if you do try to phone me, sorry, haven't got it with me, silly me?? Hey I am blonde?
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11-12-2014
God, things are getting oh so difficult, fact that am now looking for a guy, adjusted things in Chix, am getting attention, but, when will they realise am not after being a bit on the side again, am after a full blown relationship aren't I, am fully aware that that could result with us getting divorced, but so don't want that, but so do need a man.
Somebody got upset with me, because I mentioned their name in here, of course she is the only person on this planet with that name, so of course it identifies her straight away?
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08-12-2014
Today has been a strange one, have realised that my friends may be right, and am not lesbian, but am in fact VERY straight, just need to get myself a guy sorted out?Watch this space.?
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05-12-2014
Has been a crazy day, again. Was over at Hammersmith this morning, to go to JobCentre, about calling Glasgow, about getting copsy of letter, about benefits I am receiving, Gender Recognition Panel, have reset rule regards getting GRC, so am able to get it now. Was oh so worked up, till I got of at Euston, and grabbed some Sweets, was it the fresh air, or the sweets that calmed down, but was I worked up, I know it was my own fault, I had been chatting with Siobhan, about the mistake we made, but never again, well, not with her any way, but god, I'll be doing it sometime, god am oh so desperate to do it, it will definitely be in a room though, done slowly, and he had better be sure to know what to do?
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30-11-2014
Oh My God, even got Jane's tutor going on now, questioning my sexuality, maybe it may be that I only love one woman, but I so need that one to make love to me, why doesn't she realise how pain I am going through, but she also expects me to pleasure myself, not find my own pleasure, but DIY?
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25-11-2014
Things are getting oh so strange, after dumping those 2 guy's that looked like possibles, an old friend, has again mentioned how upset he was, that I never thought about him, but then I told him why I doubted him as a possible, that I had already considered him, and that he may too large for me, then he tells me his approximate size, and yes, he is. Oh god he is a fantastic guy, but that friend/lover barrier?
Then Yesterday, on the bus, got chatting to a woman, well I thought she was? turns out she's only 14, but looked and acted oh so mature, thank god I found out when I did, but, was after I had mentioned I was trans, am so going to have to stop doing that, if they accept me as a woman, leave it, anyway, it appears this girl, has an aunty out in US, but, he wasn't alway's her aunty?? Anyway, it appears she's wed now, and looking to adopt a kid, hope all goes well for her.
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15-11-20114
just had an awesome week, helping Simone out, one of her girls was on holiday, so she needed an extra pair of hands, gave me a chance to learn updated office skills, and also getting even feminised, not complaining about that?
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10-11-2014
Night out with Simone, she turns around and tells me about her dad, no he wasn't trans too, worse, he was in the Regiment? So have got her introduced to the regiment, she couldn't do Remembrance, because of Commitments with her Son, but looks like she could be doing Cav Mem in May though, dependant on her Surgery, so hope that get's sorted soonest. But, ignore the pictures, she had higher heels on than me, she is the same height as me, 5'10"
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10-11-2014
After an awesome day yesterday, at Horse Guards, just been helping Simone out today at her Firm, OMG, how can there be oh so many way's too file files, then having to Tab to move curser, can't use curser, as that just corrupts Doc's?? But hey, is oh so good to be working again, even if it is only for a week.
Getting Ready
With Martin, one of my first contacts, when I got to the Regiment all those years ago
Getting Photo Bombed, by those bloody Hussars, and their pink trousers
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09-11-2014
have just had an awesome day, was remembrance again, so got to see the lads again, more digs today, than ever, but all in Oh Such good fun, saw the RQMs today, he remembered me, frightening?
After the Parade, had arranged that we would RV at the Sherlock Holmes, so Enedx from Parade, me and Martin headed off the Holmes, where Jane was, while we stood there waiting to get drinks, got chatting to 2 lovely women, Nicks and Sharron, very quickly was obvious Nicks was attracted to Martin and Vise Verse, I ain't complaining, he is a lovely guy, Dave and CJ were there too, was an awesome day.
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26-10-2014
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25-10-2014
Just a quick notification, could be some interesting news and photo's tomorrow?
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24-10-2014
Oh so much has changed, Neale has been forced to change Saturday, so won't be there, Jane has started admitting that yes, she is lesbian now, makes me feel oh so much better. I guess things with Neal are now off, as it appears his wife is in remission now, after the hell the Spanish Malaka put me through, by failing to mention that he is married? I guess I will stopping the plan to lose my virginity, and make it a case of as and when. Saturday Night is going to be oh so brill, had lunch with Simone, first time in oh so long, worst part is, that because of what happened with NHS and mu Consultant, Mr Bellringer, oh so many of the girls awaiting their surgeries, have been pushed back, Simone was saying that she's been pushed back till April, before she will even get a notification of when??
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22-10-2014
Just been chatting with Neale again, I know, but, I do love him. Yet again he's avoided how he feels about me, he's been told Saturday will be a Neale free zone, so that we can meet Raya, Jane's already said, any sign of Neale, he's gone, but at same time, looks like I could be meeting up with him on Saturday day time, as he doesn't have anything for Raya to wear, but he's also made some comments, how my clothes don't exactly match me, that they're not as expensive as I am??? So might be having a shopping expedition?? The whole idea could be very exciting, as we would be a couple, but, Neale will be panicky about people recognising him, of course I'll be panicky about Laura seeing us. But I'll be with Neale, so yes, will be oh so happy about that. God have missed him.
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