Tuesday 29 December 2015
29-12-2015
Wasn't going to put this, but thought I had better, just been on the phone, for nearly an hour, with J, from the Regiment, B, my inkers, besti. J offered me a bed when ever I need one, but, as and when I go up, for B to do his art work, am oh so going to try and curtail his drinking, oh so don't want him handling his gun, with a hangover, or J hovering, on the off chance, of seeing my boobie's, Bloody Squaddies, PMSL. But, oh so can't wait to get up there, for B to have his wicked way with me, and put that mature caterpillar on my back?
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Thursday 24 December 2015
24-12-2015
Well, am back in Taunton, with in-laws, for Xmas, yet again, been close to barny with P, but never happened, thank god. Was supposed to go to the Wagon last night, J blocked it, again, was hoping to see N&E again, to see if they have met A, over at Burnham yet, the LGBT community over there must be pretty tight, lets be serious there can't be that many over there, especially Trans, especially an RAF Pilot Trans? Would love to be in contact with her again, so that she see the new me?
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Well, am back in Taunton, with in-laws, for Xmas, yet again, been close to barny with P, but never happened, thank god. Was supposed to go to the Wagon last night, J blocked it, again, was hoping to see N&E again, to see if they have met A, over at Burnham yet, the LGBT community over there must be pretty tight, lets be serious there can't be that many over there, especially Trans, especially an RAF Pilot Trans? Would love to be in contact with her again, so that she see the new me?
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Sunday 20 December 2015
20-12-2015
Just had an awesome weekend, over at parents, they've just celebrated 50 years together, there were quite a few peeps from over the years there, a couple that never met Amanda either? But all went well, a 2 of them were well impressed with the new me, oh so not complaining either, also managed to grab a photo with Jane's marine, he's been an awesome mate over the years.
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Just had an awesome weekend, over at parents, they've just celebrated 50 years together, there were quite a few peeps from over the years there, a couple that never met Amanda either? But all went well, a 2 of them were well impressed with the new me, oh so not complaining either, also managed to grab a photo with Jane's marine, he's been an awesome mate over the years.
Sunday 13 December 2015
13-12-15
Just had another night at the Victoria, not as good as usual, basis was for a Lesbian night, barely any appeared, there was Drag King on, a female being a male impersonator on, Adam All, very good, did a Beat Box Mix, about having a cold and going around to his mum's for some TLC, well we all know what men are like about a cold/flu? Pretty good anyway. I then find out, that one of the lads that came to see him, wasn't gay, was aTboy? As Adam finished off, he decided to do a strip?? Stood there in pants and tshirtm decides to put a Tutu on, turn around, lifts Tutu up, then you see what appears to be a penis outline, in his pants, those in the know, will know, is in fact is a prosthetic penis, AKA a pack? anyway here are the shots, we have a New Girl working in the bar too, K, could prove interesting.
Also, am back in Transmission, appears nobody was aware of me being Barred? to a certain guy in there, yes he does read this, please mail me, need to update you about certain things.
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Just had another night at the Victoria, not as good as usual, basis was for a Lesbian night, barely any appeared, there was Drag King on, a female being a male impersonator on, Adam All, very good, did a Beat Box Mix, about having a cold and going around to his mum's for some TLC, well we all know what men are like about a cold/flu? Pretty good anyway. I then find out, that one of the lads that came to see him, wasn't gay, was aTboy? As Adam finished off, he decided to do a strip?? Stood there in pants and tshirtm decides to put a Tutu on, turn around, lifts Tutu up, then you see what appears to be a penis outline, in his pants, those in the know, will know, is in fact is a prosthetic penis, AKA a pack? anyway here are the shots, we have a New Girl working in the bar too, K, could prove interesting.
Also, am back in Transmission, appears nobody was aware of me being Barred? to a certain guy in there, yes he does read this, please mail me, need to update you about certain things.
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Sunday 6 December 2015
06-12-2015
Awesome day, just been to Karate, Grading day today? Am now an Orange Belt, better that before, this time, I actually have a
certificate to prove, as well as licence, I lost that from before, so lost all proof. There was a lad there today too, awesome Kata's, aswell as that, he had a double grading too, going from Orange to yellow, bypassing red.
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Awesome day, just been to Karate, Grading day today? Am now an Orange Belt, better that before, this time, I actually have a 
certificate to prove, as well as licence, I lost that from before, so lost all proof. There was a lad there today too, awesome Kata's, aswell as that, he had a double grading too, going from Orange to yellow, bypassing red.
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Saturday 5 December 2015
05-12-2015
Just had another awesome night, no not clubbing or anything, was at a new Trans Social Club, over in Soho, helped me to understand all the agendered Identified group's, also those with Trans History and those questioning their Gender, Spectrum's Monthly Trans Group, some lovely Peeps, even met some I had met at TDOR a couple of weeks ago, everything went brill, even had a couple of drinks, afterwards, at the pub across the road from St Annes. Only prob is, only 1 womens toilet, typical Taylor Walker pub?
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Just had another awesome night, no not clubbing or anything, was at a new Trans Social Club, over in Soho, helped me to understand all the agendered Identified group's, also those with Trans History and those questioning their Gender, Spectrum's Monthly Trans Group, some lovely Peeps, even met some I had met at TDOR a couple of weeks ago, everything went brill, even had a couple of drinks, afterwards, at the pub across the road from St Annes. Only prob is, only 1 womens toilet, typical Taylor Walker pub?
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Sunday 29 November 2015
29-11-2015
OMG, just had an awesome night at The Victoria, in E17, World Aids Day, MEGA Charity night, loads of entertainment, loads of acts, Drag Queens, Singers, and even an American Country and Western band.
The MC for the night, was Victoria Sponge, below in Silver, repeatedly refered to me, as one of the Lesbians, there, last night.
Candy S::g, In Drag, in orange, had a problem with her mike, while I was dancing away, she blame d the Lesbian Squad, Me. Turns out J knows a family friend of hers, from work, when I mention this to her, she had no idea what I was on about, promised to come and see me after her Stint. Candy joined us, was oh so surprised that I stated that I was glad she went on about the Lesbian bit, and not the Trans bit, she couldn't understand why I mentioned this, I then said because I was Trans, to which, she stated no way, made me feel good.
The whole night was arranged by the fantastic, Pixy Jo Newstart, as alway's arranging fantastic cabaret acts, for LGBT night's at The Vic, she got a night off, as she wasn't DJing, for a change
I got a surprise, as a face turned up, I haven't seen for a while, the lovely L, the first other lesbian, I took the number for, and attempted to contact, but, when she tried to reply, her phone screwed up?
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OMG, just had an awesome night at The Victoria, in E17, World Aids Day, MEGA Charity night, loads of entertainment, loads of acts, Drag Queens, Singers, and even an American Country and Western band.
The MC for the night, was Victoria Sponge, below in Silver, repeatedly refered to me, as one of the Lesbians, there, last night.
Candy S::g, In Drag, in orange, had a problem with her mike, while I was dancing away, she blame d the Lesbian Squad, Me. Turns out J knows a family friend of hers, from work, when I mention this to her, she had no idea what I was on about, promised to come and see me after her Stint. Candy joined us, was oh so surprised that I stated that I was glad she went on about the Lesbian bit, and not the Trans bit, she couldn't understand why I mentioned this, I then said because I was Trans, to which, she stated no way, made me feel good.
The whole night was arranged by the fantastic, Pixy Jo Newstart, as alway's arranging fantastic cabaret acts, for LGBT night's at The Vic, she got a night off, as she wasn't DJing, for a change
I got a surprise, as a face turned up, I haven't seen for a while, the lovely L, the first other lesbian, I took the number for, and attempted to contact, but, when she tried to reply, her phone screwed up?
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Monday 23 November 2015
23-11-2015
BIG day tomorrow, find out if I actually am a woman, when|I get my GRC issued?
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BIG day tomorrow, find out if I actually am a woman, when|I get my GRC issued?
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Saturday 21 November 2015
21-11-2015
Just had a major evening, yesterday was TDOR, Trans Day Of Remembrance, a day to remember those murdered the world over, for being themselves. I was shocked to learn 5 had been murdered in Europe, Italy, Holland, Spain, and finally England, yes England, not GB, London and Leeds. So all I ask, is if anybody from my family, The Regiment, hear of anybody abusing a sister, please educate the Ignorant. Was held at City University, laods of LGBT there, was several speakers, including the author of a trans comic, that I will have t have a look at, she's a Quebecan, not a Canadian, she's way to French in her ideal's, she doesn't recognise her Majesty? but a lovely girl anyway. Another good thing about last night, I wasn't one of the tallest there, there were several over 6' tall, a rapper, that I assume from his lyrics, was a Tboy, was pretty good too.
Afterwards, there were drinks over at the pub across the road, was chatting with a Hetero couple, his sister was there too, my Gaydar was going crazy, immediately thought, was the GF, as she was oh so load and proud, pretty much like me, but no, turns out was sister, but, she was oh so quiet, after GF had disappeared, I assume to grab jackets, left me with sister, then did I realise was her, she was oh so mouse like.
Was going to input this last night, but as I never got back till 0100, way too late, need my beauty sleep.
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Just had a major evening, yesterday was TDOR, Trans Day Of Remembrance, a day to remember those murdered the world over, for being themselves. I was shocked to learn 5 had been murdered in Europe, Italy, Holland, Spain, and finally England, yes England, not GB, London and Leeds. So all I ask, is if anybody from my family, The Regiment, hear of anybody abusing a sister, please educate the Ignorant. Was held at City University, laods of LGBT there, was several speakers, including the author of a trans comic, that I will have t have a look at, she's a Quebecan, not a Canadian, she's way to French in her ideal's, she doesn't recognise her Majesty? but a lovely girl anyway. Another good thing about last night, I wasn't one of the tallest there, there were several over 6' tall, a rapper, that I assume from his lyrics, was a Tboy, was pretty good too.
Afterwards, there were drinks over at the pub across the road, was chatting with a Hetero couple, his sister was there too, my Gaydar was going crazy, immediately thought, was the GF, as she was oh so load and proud, pretty much like me, but no, turns out was sister, but, she was oh so quiet, after GF had disappeared, I assume to grab jackets, left me with sister, then did I realise was her, she was oh so mouse like.
Was going to input this last night, but as I never got back till 0100, way too late, need my beauty sleep.
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Monday 16 November 2015
16-11-2015
OMG, what a fracking screwed up weekend, had met a guy, been chatting for 2 weeks, due to go out Saturday night, Friday he starts going on, querying how am I Vet, when I haven't seen combat, being really nasty, a little Shi'ite in fact, ends with me saying goodbye to him.
Saturday afternoon, whilst out shopping, idiot starts texting me, querying if we're going out still that night appears to of had difficulty understanding what goodbye means??
So, to really screw the weekend up, me and J finally made love, yes of course, she orgasm'd, hey I do know what I am doing there, J, on the other hand, has no idea, I felt nothing, am oh so scared, why is it I can feel my finger, but no other, oh so hope all is ok down there, guess I will have to find a guy to try it all out for me???
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OMG, what a fracking screwed up weekend, had met a guy, been chatting for 2 weeks, due to go out Saturday night, Friday he starts going on, querying how am I Vet, when I haven't seen combat, being really nasty, a little Shi'ite in fact, ends with me saying goodbye to him.
Saturday afternoon, whilst out shopping, idiot starts texting me, querying if we're going out still that night appears to of had difficulty understanding what goodbye means??
So, to really screw the weekend up, me and J finally made love, yes of course, she orgasm'd, hey I do know what I am doing there, J, on the other hand, has no idea, I felt nothing, am oh so scared, why is it I can feel my finger, but no other, oh so hope all is ok down there, guess I will have to find a guy to try it all out for me???
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Sunday 1 November 2015
01-11-2015
Just had an awesome night, at the Victoria, E17, with Cabaret from Martha D'Artha, brilliant, she recognises me everytime I see her, met N, S, and N, amazingly S thought I was a Genetic.
Was a fancy dress night, I went as Commmander Maroulis, Zombie Squad, in other words, a Zombie Hunter
J went as Dr D'Eath, creator of the Zombie Virus?
So, there we were, Zombie Hatcher and Dispatcher, together.
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Just had an awesome night, at the Victoria, E17, with Cabaret from Martha D'Artha, brilliant, she recognises me everytime I see her, met N, S, and N, amazingly S thought I was a Genetic.
Was a fancy dress night, I went as Commmander Maroulis, Zombie Squad, in other words, a Zombie Hunter
J went as Dr D'Eath, creator of the Zombie Virus?
So, there we were, Zombie Hatcher and Dispatcher, together.
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23-10-2015
Just spent the day, over at C's new school ,with Dickinson's Real Deal, trying to get rid of C's old Violin, firstly not taking any instruments, secondly, not old enough, so we grabbed a few of J, photo's with the Celeb's.
Then here's me with the Man himself, apparently, will be on the Box about March, then you'll see Him, accosting me????
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Wednesday 21 October 2015
21-10-15
On way back from Central, was suddenly accosted from behind, by a sexy crazy Scottish woman, A, been oh so long since I seen her, she is oh so chilled now, she has finaly got am antidepressant that works, brilliant. Admittedly, we made a mistake, a couple of years ago, a mistake for both of us, not complaining though, it was beautiful, but it will never happen again, I guess it was something that had to happen for both of us, but never again. Anyway, I had to explain to her that I now realise, that am not lesbian, am a Pan, a Human, is the person that am interested in, not their gender, she admitted, that yes, she guesses she's the same.
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On way back from Central, was suddenly accosted from behind, by a sexy crazy Scottish woman, A, been oh so long since I seen her, she is oh so chilled now, she has finaly got am antidepressant that works, brilliant. Admittedly, we made a mistake, a couple of years ago, a mistake for both of us, not complaining though, it was beautiful, but it will never happen again, I guess it was something that had to happen for both of us, but never again. Anyway, I had to explain to her that I now realise, that am not lesbian, am a Pan, a Human, is the person that am interested in, not their gender, she admitted, that yes, she guesses she's the same.
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Wednesday 14 October 2015
14-10-15
OMG, was just watched last night's 'Girls To Men', was oh so surprised to see Ethan, that lovely lad I had been chatting with on FB, but for some reason, we stopped chatting, if it was my fault, am oh so sorry, have oh so missed chatting with him, have oh so much I have to tell him, starting with fact that am a Woman now?
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OMG, was just watched last night's 'Girls To Men', was oh so surprised to see Ethan, that lovely lad I had been chatting with on FB, but for some reason, we stopped chatting, if it was my fault, am oh so sorry, have oh so missed chatting with him, have oh so much I have to tell him, starting with fact that am a Woman now?
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Sunday 27 September 2015
27-09-2015
Just had an awesome night, over at the Victoria, E17, with music from the lovely Pixie.
Where they had the awesome Holestar on, a Female Drag Queen, no, not some guy dressed up as a female artist,
a woman dressed up as a Drag Queen, was a right laugh, whilst there , also met K, a damn sexy woman, at first, I thought she was involved with the guy she was with, then got chatting with him, Oh So Gay, so defo not with him,
chatting with K, was wondering, was she ?, not entirely sure of her sexuality.
Went to the loo, had one of those girly mo's, got chatting with one of the girls that were playing pool, OK, she grabbed my attention as soon as she walked in, with her GF, yummy, she had no idea about me, oh so made me feel good, her GF turned up too, she had a idea about me, but hey, am I worried?
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Just had an awesome night, over at the Victoria, E17, with music from the lovely Pixie.
Went to the loo, had one of those girly mo's, got chatting with one of the girls that were playing pool, OK, she grabbed my attention as soon as she walked in, with her GF, yummy, she had no idea about me, oh so made me feel good, her GF turned up too, she had a idea about me, but hey, am I worried?
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Tuesday 22 September 2015
22-09-2015
Just been watching, 'I am Jazz', about the 14 year old trans out in the US, oh so wished I had known what was going on when I was a kid, but, was surrounded by Military, so things like Transgendered never existed then. Well never existed, but no body knew what was going on, of course is always associated with homosexuality, but then, even as a kid, was always ultra Hetero, but then, I blame Julia Crosswaite for that, I was 7, she was 14, made me do things to her, so yes, I guess is a form of Child Abuse, but, I never carried it on, I killed it, whoever I was involved with, I always gave them free choice as far as I knew.
But now, now I have no idea, am oh so desperate for J to show me that she still loves me, is still attracted to me, on top of which, I have to discover which I prefer, men-hetero, women-gay.
Oh god, I wish I some body would approach me while I am out, instead of staying half a mile a way from me?
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Just been watching, 'I am Jazz', about the 14 year old trans out in the US, oh so wished I had known what was going on when I was a kid, but, was surrounded by Military, so things like Transgendered never existed then. Well never existed, but no body knew what was going on, of course is always associated with homosexuality, but then, even as a kid, was always ultra Hetero, but then, I blame Julia Crosswaite for that, I was 7, she was 14, made me do things to her, so yes, I guess is a form of Child Abuse, but, I never carried it on, I killed it, whoever I was involved with, I always gave them free choice as far as I knew.
But now, now I have no idea, am oh so desperate for J to show me that she still loves me, is still attracted to me, on top of which, I have to discover which I prefer, men-hetero, women-gay.
Oh god, I wish I some body would approach me while I am out, instead of staying half a mile a way from me?
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Tuesday 8 September 2015
08-09-2015
Another happening at the Rink, new boots, easier skating, tried to go back to Figure Boot's after tie in new hockey, felt oh so weird, let you see me skating in the Hockey boots, let you decide?
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Another happening at the Rink, new boots, easier skating, tried to go back to Figure Boot's after tie in new hockey, felt oh so weird, let you see me skating in the Hockey boots, let you decide?
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Saturday 5 September 2015
05-09-2015
Been a shitty week, that guy that I was chatting with, getting ready for that night, well, typical man, he has a partner, been with her for 30 years, fails to mention that to me doesn't he, should know what men are like, shouldn't I. Then, last night, Baptism that I was supposed to be going to today,the Mum turns around, and say's, only family are going now, am oh so worried that BF may be controlling her, Godmother to her daughter, is an Ex GF of mine, my first post Army, will always have a place in my heart for her, we never formerly split up, I just let her go, to investigate herself, while she was away at Uni, I couldn't expect her, to stop investigating herself could I, to discover what she enjoyed, how she like things, my life was heading in another direction, that may well of confused her, screwed her up, she already had enough , to screw her up?
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Been a shitty week, that guy that I was chatting with, getting ready for that night, well, typical man, he has a partner, been with her for 30 years, fails to mention that to me doesn't he, should know what men are like, shouldn't I. Then, last night, Baptism that I was supposed to be going to today,the Mum turns around, and say's, only family are going now, am oh so worried that BF may be controlling her, Godmother to her daughter, is an Ex GF of mine, my first post Army, will always have a place in my heart for her, we never formerly split up, I just let her go, to investigate herself, while she was away at Uni, I couldn't expect her, to stop investigating herself could I, to discover what she enjoyed, how she like things, my life was heading in another direction, that may well of confused her, screwed her up, she already had enough , to screw her up?
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Friday 28 August 2015
28-08-2015
Am away from Caravan, back in Sunny Taunton for the night, back to Costa Del Chingford tomorrow. No idea, what it was, but every one seemed to be Extra Nice this year/season, made me feel extra special, J is still saying no, even refusing to assist me to dilate? What will I have to do? Saw the big guy, while we were down, had a quick snog, god he makes me feel oh so good????
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Am away from Caravan, back in Sunny Taunton for the night, back to Costa Del Chingford tomorrow. No idea, what it was, but every one seemed to be Extra Nice this year/season, made me feel extra special, J is still saying no, even refusing to assist me to dilate? What will I have to do? Saw the big guy, while we were down, had a quick snog, god he makes me feel oh so good????
WARNING: Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites for study or projects - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current or future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
Friday 21 August 2015
22-08-2015
Am at the Caravan again, 2nd time this year, Haven in Exmouth is awesome, is brill being recognised, having a laugh and a joke with all the girls, and the lads too??? This was us all earlier, as we went out.
Met some lovely peeps, again, met new waitress in Mash&Barrel, my Gyydar failed today, she openly admitted she was gay, shouldn't be surprised, most here are gay.
Stopped by Segway's, to check to see who would be baby sitting us tomorrow, some fool asked me if I had a Market Stall over in Exmouth Market, I quickly advised the fool to walk away Very Quickly, anyone from Exmouth will know who I am referring too.
As per usual, out playing with Segway's again, love these things. Firstly, coming then going
Saturday afternoon now, just had an owners BBQ, disturbed by a damn sexy Beast, Vulcan 558, did us a fly by, on its way to Bournemouth.
The worst part about the Fly-By, yes have seen her, but because of her Throaty Growl, we kept hearing her, but not seeing her.
was ah so lovely to see this bird flying again, after oh so long.
WARNING: Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites for study or projects - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current or future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
Am at the Caravan again, 2nd time this year, Haven in Exmouth is awesome, is brill being recognised, having a laugh and a joke with all the girls, and the lads too??? This was us all earlier, as we went out.
Met some lovely peeps, again, met new waitress in Mash&Barrel, my Gyydar failed today, she openly admitted she was gay, shouldn't be surprised, most here are gay.
Stopped by Segway's, to check to see who would be baby sitting us tomorrow, some fool asked me if I had a Market Stall over in Exmouth Market, I quickly advised the fool to walk away Very Quickly, anyone from Exmouth will know who I am referring too.
As per usual, out playing with Segway's again, love these things. Firstly, coming then going
The worst part about the Fly-By, yes have seen her, but because of her Throaty Growl, we kept hearing her, but not seeing her.
was ah so lovely to see this bird flying again, after oh so long.WARNING: Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites for study or projects - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current or future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
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