26-10-2014
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25-10-2014
Just a quick notification, could be some interesting news and photo's tomorrow?
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24-10-2014
Oh so much has changed, Neale has been forced to change Saturday, so won't be there, Jane has started admitting that yes, she is lesbian now, makes me feel oh so much better. I guess things with Neal are now off, as it appears his wife is in remission now, after the hell the Spanish Malaka put me through, by failing to mention that he is married? I guess I will stopping the plan to lose my virginity, and make it a case of as and when. Saturday Night is going to be oh so brill, had lunch with Simone, first time in oh so long, worst part is, that because of what happened with NHS and mu Consultant, Mr Bellringer, oh so many of the girls awaiting their surgeries, have been pushed back, Simone was saying that she's been pushed back till April, before she will even get a notification of when??
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22-10-2014
Just been chatting with Neale again, I know, but, I do love him. Yet again he's avoided how he feels about me, he's been told Saturday will be a Neale free zone, so that we can meet Raya, Jane's already said, any sign of Neale, he's gone, but at same time, looks like I could be meeting up with him on Saturday day time, as he doesn't have anything for Raya to wear, but he's also made some comments, how my clothes don't exactly match me, that they're not as expensive as I am??? So might be having a shopping expedition?? The whole idea could be very exciting, as we would be a couple, but, Neale will be panicky about people recognising him, of course I'll be panicky about Laura seeing us. But I'll be with Neale, so yes, will be oh so happy about that. God have missed him.
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18-10-2014
OMG, somebody grab me a Diary? Thursday out with Sexy Simone, for a lunch date, oh so long in the waiting for it, Saturday Night out with Simone again, Raya, Jane and Dean? Then next Thursday, finally going out with Barry, we've meant to do it for years, but some thing always came up, so this time, he's taking me out for dinner, the hitting Teds, been oh so long since been there, also, no intention of playing, but will oh so enjoy being a woman with no worries????
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16-10-2014
I don't believe it, I should of been paying attention, he's married? I know I should realise these things, but, am being a woman, am forgetting all the BS that men give, but then I never gave BS, was always an honest guy. But that was my feminine side, even then?
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13-10-2014
God, things are getting worse and worse,, Jane is saying I can't call George my boyfriend, MUST only call him an acquaintance, however, her refusal to show, give any emotional support is difficult for me, George even tells me how good I look, I have to ask Jane. OK, she keeps going on about how difficult it is for her, to be lesbian, but how about some HUMAN support, she doesn't tell me how she feels about me, doesn't give me kisses,, ok, she might put her arm behind me at night, but that is at night, and only when sat their chilling, prior to bed. Bed time, don't even go there, she goes on about how difficult it is for her, but how about me, I'm getting the emotional support, of a guy? not the person I share a bed with, as and when he's back in UK, he hope to give me the physical support too. Doesn't she understand, her refusal is causing me massive Sexuality Confusion, the woman I love and want to be with, is refusing to give me the support I need, but George is, admittedly he is thinking with dangly bits, he's a guy, but, I'm a woman, with all the emotional needs of a woman, yes EMOTIONAL, not just physical.
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11-09-2014
Oh My God, what is going on with me. I can't get somebody of my mind, I wish I hadn't him from my phone, my email, everything. So, am going to shout it out, Neale, please call me. Was so looking forward to meeting Raya on 25th. Is it alway's like this with those bloody hormones. They are oh so screwing my life up.
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09-10-2014
Have just had an awesome day, was meeting up with Siobhan, in drab mode, a returning girl, that had purged, stopped dressing, left Navy, left first wife, started dressing again. But this time told her new partner, about her dressing, but nothing about her feeling that she needed more, the Gender Dismorphia that she's been feeling. Have advised her to be honest to Partner, to not hide anything from her. We ended up having a walk around Oxford Street, whilst in BHS, was approached by a girl, that was working in the café, with some tasters from Chocolate Chip Pastry, was having a laugh with her, appeared genuinely surprised when I told her I was trans, I think I may stop mentioning that part about me, as more and more are unaware, stat being honest with myself, as the woman I really am now.
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07-10-2014
Well, that time has come, I've been discharged by CX GIC, so am finished with them, only time I need to back down there, will be to get my GRC and Birth Certificate, so that can be a complete woman.
Also been thinking about Neale, no you can't stop thinking those that you have loved. Remember Neale, I will be there for you, when you need me, hope all went well re Knife, just wish things hadn't changed between us, you are a Complete Gent, just been so long since you've been courting.
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04-10-2014
Just had an awesome night, was taken out by George, a lovely ExPat living out in Spain, We've been chatting about 4-5 years on 'Chix,, just been there for each other. Dinner then drinks, with some lovely conversation, an awesome night. No pressure for the obviouse, no time too, just a lovely snog?
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02-10-2014
OMG weirdness continues? was back in TVChix chat last night, chatting with the sexy Simone, and then to a Newbie to the UK, Dean? We've arranged for a night out at Way Out.
I check out the site, 2 face's I never expected to see still on the scene, are still on the Scene, Leah True and her partner Sue Brown? Was seeing Sue in the last Century.
We arranged to meet at the fantastic Ron Stormes, while Leah was there. The 3 of us ended up in bed together, we saw Leah a couple of times over next couple of Months, did Torture Garden together, then things go tits-up at work, I lost my job, told Sue about this, that I was scared she would dump me, she claimed she wouldn't?
However, following week, she meets me after she had finished work we met at the pub around the corner from my work, she turns around and say's 'Your a lovely guy, the sex is fantastic, but I don't want to see you anymore', work that one out. Barely a week later, she's seeing Leah, a couple of months later, she landed an editorial role on a trans magazine, in which she claims Leah was her first Trans Girlfriend??? What was I, just a quick shag?
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01-10-2014
OH MY GOD! Has been a weird 24 hours, dumped Neale yesterday, gave me chance to think about things, he would never kiss me, when we were out an about, would only kiss me when we were alone, only saw him once a week. But, he wanted more, he spoke about taking me away on a holiday, giving me a boob job, if I wanted it, a Hip Job, to give me curvier hips, in reality, he wanted a woman with 'His' perfect figure, on a woman, for his sexual fantasies? So maybe, just as well I left.
Now, I have another Date on Saturday, George, we've been chatting for years on TVchix.
But never actually met, yet. He's based out in Spain, English, so am aware that can't meet him for Lunch, every week. At present, no plans for anything further, he is only a mate, but a lovely mate.
But, he's still oh so more stable than Neale, only delay, could be if Georges business meeting runs late, somehow, I think he wouldn't be embarrassed about giving me a kiss, if I wanted one, but no plans on even kissing him, yet?
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