Saturday 31 May 2014

31-05-2014
Well, a day to go, till am in Hospital, for Monday morning, decided to have  a look at my FB, Glad I did, as George Takei had added another of his LGBT posts, please look at this, will make you cry, the strength of a family, out in US,   http://www.queerty.com/parents-of-transgender-son-share-their-emotional-story-with-inspirational-mini-doc-20140530?utm_source=SocialEdge&utm_medium=social&utm_campaign=WhittingtonMay
Please watch, is oh so strong. Also, I wish SisterGeorge would send me her email, so I can mail her, and thank her, be lovely to chat with her, some time. 









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Tuesday 27 May 2014

27-05-2014
As time gets closer, the harder it get's, barely 5 day's to go, till am admitted. Posted on the Regiments FB Page, that am going in, but 2 idiots seem to think that info about one of its members is not relevant, but, have had loads of support stating that am not doing anything wrong, they're the ones with the narrow brains. Must admit, biggest surprise I got, was from DE out in Med Hat, and his wife, was lovely. Decided to pay a visit to TVChix, not been there for oh so long, Guvernor was there, his GF could be going in soon too, he's going to say Hi to Oz for me, been oh so long since I've chatted with him. It seems that although Erotica is going ahead, S that was in charge before, has retired, to the Greek Islands, but, who ever has taken over, has failed to realise about their top bar? They had better realise soon or we won't be there for them???

We always read your blog, Amanda, you have an audience, wonder no more! Exciting times ahead... :-)

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Thursday 22 May 2014

22-05-2014
Damn, what is going on with me, I know I should be feeling oh so over the moon, I mean is only 9 day's to go, but why oh why, am I oh so crapping myself. This is weird, I know? But.




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Tuesday 20 May 2014

20-05-2014
Been an awesome day, was with Consultant and nurse this afternoon, good I was crapping myself re Surgery, I know I need it, but still?






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Monday 19 May 2014

19-05-2014
Awesome News! was panicking that this years Erotica wasn't going to happen, but have found the site, not only is it a new site, http://www.list.co.uk/event/373762-erotica-show-2014/  but also new dates, so will be wondering around with my Oh So Proud VDub Bonnet?













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Saturday 17 May 2014

17-05-2014
To all those that responded my post the other day, apologies, I deleted before replying, sorry, but I did see, and appreciate. I am oh so panicking too, in that, facial hair is darkening again, bloody testosterone, but is still soft and not thickening, yet?












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Sunday 11 May 2014

14-05-2014

Major news, I know Bellringer had said beginning of June, but, as it's barely 2 weeks away, I was panicking that maybe they had forgotten about me. but, today what happens, I'm about to leave the flat, to get C, my phone goes, is the Hospital, querying if I would be free in 2 weeks , to come in for my surgery, TOO DAMN RIGHT I AM!!! All those I fears I had, of my masculinity re-asserting itself, no chance. Must admit, it would be nice to know if anybody is actually reading this?










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11-05-2014
Has been an awesome day, was over at Cav-Mem again, will add the latest vid, as and when it is available. Most of the lads were incorrectly informed, that we weren't attending  the VSC, so there were only a few of us there, plus 5 wifes, spent most of my time with them, one of whom's hubby was in the troop in Detmold, when I was playing with tanks, I thimnk she was she was having probs remembering me, till she saw a piccy from Cyprus, then it all came back, somehow, I don't think her hubby, TB, remembered who I was??











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Saturday 3 May 2014

10-05-2014
OMG what is going wrong with me, I am panicking about my surgery, but it I something I so desperately need. I'm also getting worried about tomorrow, don't ask me why. The Bigger family have accepted me, apart from those 2 idiots, but then every family has black sheep, the needs of the many, out way the needs of the few?











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09-05-2014
Just been given some awesome news, that Film I worked on, right at the beginning of my new life, has now been picked up, for an line Hire, so you can see me doing my acting??
 https://www.indiereign.com/v/b6c55
Not that I did much, pursay, I was just doing the Extra bit, but, am in the credits as a Production Assistant???










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03-05-2014
Things are getting stranger and stranger, my head is getting, well.  Four and a half weeks to go, till rough date, not got a specific date yet, but? The sooner the better, even after the op, I still have a 9 month to see whether it works or not, to cap it all off, not heard from D for ages, then there's that massive landslide out there, will mail him to see if he is still alive? Now he's behaving like a typical guy, in that not happy waiting? Will have to mail him later. Then on top of that, I lost the job, never even had the courage to tell me what I was doing wrong, if anything, they just hid behind their lies.









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