Sunday 24 February 2013

24-02-2013
Well, what can I say, finished Customer Services course, so am now authorised to issue customers with complete BS, to keep them happy? Well, you know what they say, 'This shop would be brilliant, if it wasn't for those damn customers?'. Everyone else that was one the Course, apart from T, had no problems, with me, being the woman I am. In fact, they even went and got me a B'day present on Thursday. C,B, and O were lovely, but they so just needed some self confidence, to get what they needed. M seems to have some problems, no idea what though.

Am having a crazy 24 hours at the mo, am getting oh so scared about what will happen, will I lose those that are oh so true to me?
















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Thursday 21 February 2013

21-02-2013
Well, am 21, again, for the 23rd time. has been a pretty awesome day, firstly got an unexpected pressie from the course today, with a card? Get back to J's, get changed, then off out for Dinner, with B and her daughter. C and E were crazy, as expected in the Horse. Saw S, he surprised me, saw me, said hi and Happy Birthday Amanda? I know J had seen him earlier, mentioned it was my my b'day earlier, but claimed she had never mentioned my name though, so maybe this lil old Bimbo is more memorable than expected? Dinner was fantastic, sat there next to B eating main, then during desert, sat next to J, as she feed's me the Sundae, lovely and sexy as hell? All in all, Amanda's 2nd Birthday, was her best ever











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Saturday 16 February 2013

16-02-2013
Oh My God, nip into a sports shop, to have a look at trainers, as they have a further 10% reduction, on their current reductions, grabbed a lovely pair of Slazengers, Black and Pink. As I'm purchasing them, J is after getting a pair for C, waiting around to be seen, then the manager offers her assistance. Almost straight away, we eyeball each other, god alone knows who's gaydar it was, that kicked in, but straight away, there was something there, she's exforces too, of all things, a Monkey, gets worse, she was only 114 Pro. In other words, based in Sene, out patrolling PB area. And no, that's not Pauls Boutique? Is Paderborn in Germany?
OMG my memories of that place??? Then to cap it all off, after we have paid, while walking out. it may have been my imagination, but I think she made a  pass at me? Hey, I ain't bothered, she's an attractive girl, obviously more experience than A. I know, I won't go anywhere, but, goes to show, am oh so feminie, nowaday's.






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Friday 15 February 2013

15-02-2013
Well, it looks like the girls are going to famous again, we're doing Erotica again. So can't wait.

15-02-2013 PM

Got to Parents ok, after spending most of today, being completely hung-over. Was out with B and J last night, B needed to see me for a chat, she’s been having hassle of that PERSON, he was prosecuted once, but as she invited him, Court Order was voided. But if he carries on, and she does the Diary as suggested, he could be going on holiday, at Her Majesties Pleasure. J joined us, as soon as C was sorted at home, we only had one bottle, admittedly I had one glass before and after the bottle, was never drunk, but I still had the hangover?? That’s one of the things that is difficult to understand, becoming a woman, thankfully, has a detrimental, effect in regards to alcohol absorbsion.

Also, when I got to the flat, in HSK, there was a letter from CX GIC, just a follow up to my visit to see I, the Endocrinologist, my Testosterone level is now down to 0.6, so different to my 457 right at the beginning of my transition.





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Monday 11 February 2013

11-02-2013
Start of an other week, another course, we start the Customer service proper today, should be interesting, am in 2 minds about asking T to be dismissed, part of me say's, mag to grid, get rid, but at the same time, her ignorance delayed her thinking, might be different now. If she apologises  ok, she stay's, but if nothing, the she goes?  

















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Saturday 9 February 2013

10-02-2013
Wow, has been an awesome 3 day's, am flooring the job side of things, as to be expected, but Friday, one person had to prove her real self. She started off at lunchtime, on Friday,at first she starts with the toilet bit, ' am so Glad you don't use the Ladies, that you wouldn't be in there at the same time as me', then as me and the 3 girls, B, C and A were chatting, she comes over, and goes on about my voice, if it wasn't so 'husky', I would pass so easily. I surprised myself here, it would have been oh so easy, to just turn around, and hit her, but I didn't.
oF anyone else, that would have been indication that they are having no effect, gaining no upper hand, but no, she does appear to understand, that everyone else, is more accepting, than her narrow minded self. As somebody else said, yesterday, that the changes in myself are obvious, that I am oh so more girly, admittedly, I know I need to work on my voice, but that isn't some thing that happens over night, I wish, in effect, that, when I go in for my surgery, they did voice at the same time. Would be oh so unbelievable, to go in transgendered, to come out a woman. But hey, I won't be so lucky will I, was oh so Surprised when If said, that at present rates, could be in, by the end of the year.








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Wednesday 6 February 2013



06-02-2013

Well, could be the first day of the rest of my life, started my Customer services course today, will be interesting. As if I have no skills already, I have CS coming out my backside, bit unusual, the guy’s are usually shoving something inside. Saying that though, haven’t been with a  guy, for oh so long, has in fact, been oh so good. Made me take note of the real lesbian me. Coming out as a lesbian, wasn’t that Hard really, coming out as Amanda was, but then, people are accepting of trans being slightly gay, easier than being straight, so hope R has an easy time J’s cousins wedding. As she said, she has met her and no problems. But then they all knew j preferred Tgirls to GG’s. But then we do have a better understanding of bloke’s needs and desires, let’s be serious, guy’s aren’t that difficult, they are pretty basic. As people go.

The news last night, that the House of Commons will accept the same sex marriages, just need House of Lords to accept now. Also just hope, the actions are fast tracked, if I do get my GRS end of the year, just hope I don’t have to wait for GRC to be accepted, don’t want to be in limbo at all, be a fully functional woman, but not be accepted legally without losing J and C. I may have joked about it, being forced to have marriage annulled, never existed, but that would than entail that C was a Bastard birth, and there is no way I would do that to her. I know there is no stigmata, to children born out of wedlock anymore, in society, but, strange as it may seem, there is to me. 









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Tuesday 5 February 2013

05-02-2013

Major News, Same Sex Marraige legislation, has passed it's second reading stage, next stop House of Lords, then law itself. So, it looks like Me and J, will not have our marraige annulled.
Also, on FB, a name has come up from my past, from that awefull day in 1983, the single day that changed my life completely. But she doesn't appear to hate me, it happened, thats it. Strange thing is, her brother had seen that we were in contact, hit the roof. Crazy thing is, he's in PB in Germany, only left there in '96, was he there then?











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Monday 4 February 2013

04-02-2013

Just had another visit to CX today, only to see I, the Endo, after all this waiting, I decided to ask about any sign of any possible windows for my Surgery? I told her I received my signature from L, next Counselor meeting will be in March, with A. I then informed me, that as soon as receiving his Signature, a Bi-Signature Letter is then created, posted upstairs to confirm Finance, Consultant is contacted, appointment is arranged, one or two other things sorted, so, am looking to being a complete woman, by 2014?

Been an interesting weekend too, Friday met up with A from Trans-mission, met up again today, she thought when I said Charing Cross, as in the Hospital, and GIC. she thought I meant Charing Cross, as in the area just off the Strand, bloody South Africaaans?? PMSL.












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Friday 1 February 2013

01-02-2013
Well, what can I say, have had a mega busy fantastic day. Had to pop into H/smith Jobcentre, to get some paper work to prove that I'm Unemployed, but they were unable to provide required paperwork, so it'll have to be a bank statement.
 After that, met up with A, from Tran-mission, lovely girl, I guess I made her feel good about herself, as she had never been out with another trans girl or even met one. But at the same I think I helped her with her relationship with her Friend, we were able to have a proper Girly Girl afternoon, we went up to just off Oxford Street, to see if we could finds CP's shop, a tiny little boutique, which we did, he wasn't there, but his manager was, and his wife, T? She's worked for a couple of the Major fashion houses, was a model, a while back, claimed to have worked with Caroline Cossey, on the modeling side, she did mention several names from the modeling world, trans orientated









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