Tuesday 29 April 2014

29-04-2014
What is wrong with me, closer as we get to beginning June, I am oh so getting more and more scared, I know I'm supposed to be, I know is something I want and need, but. Am I going to run away from it all, am I going to run away from J and C. Is getting harder and harder, what making it harder, is the coming of the HRT, am oh so scared that 'He' is going to return at the same time, is this all part of the testing, to prove that we are ready, but is oh so screwing with my head??









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Saturday 26 April 2014

26-04-2014

Parkside Hospital
53 Parkside
Wimbledon
London
SW19 5NX
 
As and when I am interned, this is where I shall be residing?


















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Thursday 24 April 2014


24-04-2014

Was so looking forward to getting back to work, thenm as son as F turns up, she goes on about how I was supposed to have left my whites by the door, in the washingroom, then go in yesterday, whites had not only not been washed, but were dirtier than when I had left the night before, then they go on about how I had just walked out at 10 the night before, my shift finished at 10, I had done all the required extra cleaning? but they didn't seem to notice that, did they?
But, what do I do now, S is going on about how I can get them done, but I so don't want to do that, but, I'll be forced to do that, and do it to the extreme of the law, so that not only they learn, but others learn too? We may be trans, but we are Human too, I have been oh so good, by not hitting the idiots that give me abuse in the past, but that will oh so change, when I see the idiots in court?




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Thursday 17 April 2014

17-04-20`4
Just been to Charing Cross, been oh so long since I had an appontment down, but see Mr B this time? No appointment date yet, but looking at 7 weeks time, one thing not looking forward to, am off HRT as off Monday? will 'He' return? Am now down in Somerset, our usual visit down to the Caravan, so can't wait, pity won't see the Shrek, Miss that guy?










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Monday 7 April 2014

07-04-2014
AWESOME NEWS? got my consultation next week, original date and time, so hopefully, will be on my back within next 2 months, with legs spread, and a couple of guy's with their hands deep within, oh what a pity, I'll be out of it, and I prefer women?











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Friday 4 April 2014

04-04-2014
I don't believe it, was looking forward to the phone call, asking me to start at the pub, then I find out, that punter we had spoken too, had accused me of being Obnoxious, who the hell does he think he is, Little Lord Fauntleroy? Apparently, he used to be a punter down at the Prospect, but was then barred? as soon as he appeared to be having a problem with me, we stopped talking to him? Somehow I don't think the Area Support Chef realised how he can speak to his staff like that?









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