27-03-2016
We're away at Haven again, barely dropped bags at 'Van, MiL comes over, starts to demand, have I noticed anything different, barely dropped the bags, and she's demanding, already. Turns out we've been upgraded, Fil hasn't said anything, has he?
Back to a single door, but now got Central Heating, Shower is a more smaller room, but higher water pressure, oh so much hotter, a girl oh so needs her Hot Shower, as is Easter weekend, C has had fun and games with the Funstars, I was persuaded to give Ned a hug, oh so not going to say no to polly(?) AT Capones, not won Bingo, again, but seen Entertainment manager working, OMG Call the Newspapers!!!
Shouldn't complain, he does have a good crew, been hard for me in that all his crew are new, bar 2-3, so got new faces to get used too, but then, I suppose they haven't met a woman like me, have they??
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19-03-2016
Finally saw A, at the ford again, Shi'ite, he was only mucking about, doesn't he realise how that hurts?
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16-03-2016
Even more confusion, was at the Pub in Chingford yesterday, was about to leave, went to give A a goodbye peck, he switches his head, we end up snogging, he claims he fancies me, or did he just do it as I'm the freak in the village?
Also, was at Cadets for C again, as per usual, when Northern Irish A, grabs hold of me, yes, he was going to put my name forward to the Legions committee, as the Standard bearer, in the Legions Women's Section, as this was now vacant. I just thought there would be the usual, he/she can't do this, as she's trans, but no. I was accepted straight away, they called Head Office following morning to ensure no rules were being broken, so am now Chingford Branch, Royal British Legion's Women's section, Standard Bearer, of course the Army have always been more open minded, than the average guy, so will there, loud and proud.
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14-03-2016
What is going on, was out at a pub over in West End at the weekend, somebody that used to work there was back, yet again we were bitching with each other, as per, but whilst joking about, I gave him a kiss, not a full on kiss, just a peck. But wanted more? Have known him for ages, never thought about even holding him, but.....
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07-03-2016
Just had a brillian t weekend, was over at the Vic, again, this time, not a cabaret night, was for a Trans Ball, AKA K's birthday, she's one of the bar maids there, when working she's lovely, but when not working, she's C, and because of his families transphobia, can't go full time, yet.
During the night, was outside with K and her sisters, mates, trying to explain exactly what being transgendered entails. The one question that keeps coming up, that I hate, is, 'so you're transexual?' , none of us are, a transexual, shemale, are things created by US porn industry, we are either transgendered, transitioning to become women, or transvestite, love women's clothes, love wearing them. The clue is in the word, Transgendered, Gender=male/female, trans=confused, we have male to female, female to male transgendered. Transexual? trans=confused, sexual=hetero, gay. So yes, now, was transexual, in that I believed I was lesbian, I have only ever been attracted to women, during transition I experimented with men, was never actualy attracted to men, then, but now??? But, I want a man, not a crossdresser, that appears to be all I attract, but yes, there were 2 men, that were only ever men to me, admittedly I met one in Fem mode, but that never really worked, the other was my tall knight, yes I admit I fell in love with him, but, I was the bit on the side, all was fine till he treated like I was the bit on the side.
God, oh so need a man, to show me what men are like, who'll treat me like a woman, and not a sex toy?
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Back to a single door, but now got Central Heating, Shower is a more smaller room, but higher water pressure, oh so much hotter, a girl oh so needs her Hot Shower, as is Easter weekend, C has had fun and games with the Funstars, I was persuaded to give Ned a hug, oh so not going to say no to polly(?) AT Capones, not won Bingo, again, but seen Entertainment manager working, OMG Call the Newspapers!!!
