25-06-2016
Just had yet another Parade yesterday, Armed Forces Day, but this time, on home turf, was oh so scared, but went oh so well, new uniform, new shoes, everything hanging well.

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20-06-2016
Talk about confusing, I oh soo need to quieten down, will oh so try, after being told oh so many times, not easy, doesn't anybody realise is mainly a defense barrier, putting things up to defend myself, a Don't you dare come anywhere near me, act, but, have lowered that for somebody, we're not supposed to be lovers, yes we have sex, but no involvement, but, I oh so need a man, before, pre-op, was never that desperate to have a woman, ok, needed sex, but could get with a W, but not anymore, having a stroke does not give fulfillment, or even the same sensations?


                 Heres Weird, I mention about Silk, from Watchmen, then an old Tgirlfriend, from years ago, posts some photo's, of her in a Silk Outfit, ooooh kooki?









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12-06-2016
God, things are getting oh so confusing for me, yes I enjoyed having sex with S last week, I enjoy making love to J, all the time, what am I, a confused Lesbian, a confused Hetero, or am I in fact, what I thought I was ages ago, a damn Proud Pan. No, people don't understand the difference between a Pan and a Bi, do I, to me, sex to a Pan, isn't just Sex, is making love, is just plain simple Sex to a Bi. Will always make love to J, she is the woman I love, but, with S, can only be sex, can't ever love him, no matter what I think, I feel, so you see my confusion, I can't love S, I will lose J, but need both of them, yes with S is his Man Bits I want, plastic feels oh so cold.

Just watching Watchmen again, Silks outfit, is oh so Sexy







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10-06-2016
Well, been 3 day's since that wonderful night, oh so need some more, but S, will need another finger, before main event, oh so need some more?















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08-06-2016
Well, 2 years and 6 day's ago I, had my surgery to finally make me a woman, last night, 2 years and 5 day's later, I completed that transition, I am a Woman?















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06-06-2016
OMG, just had a manic weekend, was over at parents, for mums birthday, then yesterday, had a double shift on Standard Bearing Duties. First one, was over in East Ham, for Jack Cornwell VC, he was awarded his VC, at Jutland, during the first, he was only 16, he carried on manning his gun, when the rest of the crew were dead, his gun can still be seen at the IWM(Imperial War Museum). Second duties were at the RBL in Chingford, a Sunset Service, just to remember our fallen, also gave our Maritime Cadets, chance to show their colours, as they lowered ours, come Armed Forces Day, they'll also be carrying their own Colours as P becomes their Standard Bearer.

 Also heard from S, he's away in Berlin at the mo, on a Modelling Shoot, due back tonight, Monday, Major things planned for Tuesday night, as I complete my final stage on my transition, and become a woman, no longer a Virgin, god am oh so nervous.












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03-06-2016

OK, this will be cut and pasted later, have been doing some serious thinking about me and S, yes, we are both Doms, Dom Switches, and I am oh so Switch at the mo, have decided to be Collared by him, hopefully that will stop any further emotional attachment to him, something even he say ‘s is too soon. I know we haven’t slept together yet, something, that although daunting, is something I can’t wait for, something I need to complete my transition, and yes S seems so perfect for me, as we are just so on a level with each other, hence why so simple for me to switch, for him, and oh so can’t wait to wear the Collar for him.

I know I wear a collar anyway, but that is just me, advertising the fact that am off the market, I never get any attention anyway, but hey, the males might start realizing that am interested in them, S isn’t there, am allowed to play, we are not in a relationship Per Se, we are Friends With Benefits? And yes, when am with him, in the bedroom, shall be his sub, and no, that is not Anna and Grey, 50 Shades, people totally misunderstand the relationship in that, they just see the Whips and Chains, Whip Me, Whip Me, they fail to see exactly who controls everything, who ended up being confused, who ended the quivering wreck, is never as one way as EL makes out, Anna was an innocent, yes, I’m a virgin, but am in no way an Innocent, have been around the block oh so many times, too many times may haps.

OK, he’s over in Berlin, not reading what have sent him, but he may see this? Hope so.

Just sat here, on the bus, as I type all this, listening to the God Of Modern Pop, Prince, he did affect my thinking about oh so much, and oh so much of the Physical side  of relationships, my openness, my relaxed attitude, in that everyone, even those in a relationship, need their freedom, their freedom to choice, even if they do love the person, their involved with, we all need a certain level of openness, freedom.

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