Amanda's Life: July 2016

Sunday 31 July 2016

31-07-2016
Just had a pappy day, went to Boreham Wood, to watch Arsenal Ladies beat Liverpool Ladies, or so I thought, we lost 2:1, but C was happy got her shirt signed by all but one of the team, but will try to get that signed Friday, when we play in the Continental Cup, against Nots County Ladies, the women's team beaten by Chelsea Ladies last year, in the FA Cup, that we beat this year, C got all signatures, she was photographed with Alex Scott, our Captain, and England CAptain, her hero, I was photographed with Casey Stoney, our former Captain, also a former England Captain, and also GB at the Olympics, I know part of me would fancy her, she is an amazing, strong attractive woman, but, she' s also married, and a mother, but, I can't be attracted to her as I had agreed with J, ages ago, that yes, I can play with men, but not other woman, but , as we are now going to investigate ourselves, to allow ourselves to grow, to our new selves??

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Thursday 28 July 2016

28-07-2016
Should of realised, too good to be true, I is now gone, he panicked because I asked for his surname, I can't go into the bar we were supposed to meet, ask if I is there, I, I who? just querying I could of resulted with a Spartacus moment, ah well, his loss, it also forced me and J to investigate thing's, we went and got a toy for us???

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Saturday 23 July 2016

23-07-2016
Right, barely been 5 day's. I know should of kept you all informed, but have told my 'Friend with Benefits' that due to his inabilty, to be 'My Friend', I can no longer see him, have been back to the dating site I found S, now found I, there was another guy interested, but after chatting for a while, and I mentioned J, he queries, am I a man, wife??, I answer, no was a man, now a woman, he's not interested!!! I on the other hand, fully aware, and OK, he was more worried that I was going to ask him to join and J, yeah right, J get anybody else interested, involved in the bedroom??

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Wednesday 20 July 2016

20-07-2016
Just had Jeremy Kyle on the phone again, about me going in, they must of been reading this, as one of question's they asked, was, am I involved with somebody else? Was like they weren't interested in why I had contacted them in the first place, in trying get help me, in getting a Job. I mean is purely idiots misconception's about us Trans, people quickly forget about me being Trans, after meeting me, most except employers, as they are too concerned about people's misconceptions, about Trans, have they realised that if Trans were employed, by them, people's opinions about them would change, then Joe Bloggs would be thinking that the employers are Strong People, in that they are willing to Employ a person that is Slightly different, the employer would also realise, that I am faithful to those that I care about, and would also fight for them, and yes, you all know I have the skills for that???

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Friday 15 July 2016

15-07-2016
OMG, just found a Mag article I did, back in 2011, or so, right at the beginning of things, I had just taken C to school, then some guy approached me, asked if I would be interested in doing a magazine article, we did, just found it again, here it is?

http://www.hedonistmagazine.co.uk/amanda/

Also, found a listing on the Actors Guild, from my working on "Something Blue"?

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Wednesday 13 July 2016

13-07-2016
God, Sex is oh so such a bitch, OK, been 3 weeks now, all set up for tonight, then, ehda a date with a an american friend, 2 nights ago, now got a ColdSore, now off limits to me, damn!!!

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Tuesday 12 July 2016

12-07-2016
This is weird, after receiving my freedom, with S, and after talking to L, realising she is also Dom, she's telling me that I am in no way Sub, am completely Dom, even S agrees with this, so, I am no longer his Sub, but now, he is mine?? he is a Switch! But L, christ, after those pictures of hers she showed me, god if we had met 25 years ago???

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Wednesday 6 July 2016

06-07-2016
This is where things get complicated for me, am started on the stage of my transition, realising the difficulties woman have to face relationship wise, yes I know, not supposed to having a relationship, only a friend with Benefits, has been hard for me, to only think of him as such, yes we've only had sex once, but he was my first, he keeps telling me to try more, that he is aware of my thoughts, as he was my first, but can't be heartless bitch, I was never a heartless t'wat, a lifetime ago, so can't be the bitch now, so can't walk away?

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Sunday 3 July 2016

03-07-2016
Well, its been a week, yet another Parade, this time Somme 2016, 100 years since that Battle of the First, this time BIG Compliment, getting ready we were givingg the order of the Parade, first the Jack, followed by Chingfords RBL Standard. Then we're a getting ready to Fall In, new orders for Order of Parade, major surprise for me, I am with the Colours, my Standard is to be presented to the Minister, they are to Laid for the Service, with the Colours, The Union Jack, and Chingford RBL's Standard, I take this as a major recognition of skills, as a Standard Bearer, and that Yes, I carry the Womens Section standard, I am a woman?