Friday 30 August 2013

30-08-2013
Well, been here  a week, off today, had some piccies done the other day, then, as I was downloading them to here, deleted from the camera, before I had actually transferred to here, sorry D, nothing to warm you up on your chilly Afghan nights??? As per usual. been chatting to loads of peeps, 2 lovely peeps were a couple from the midlands, L and D, lovely couple of woman, and are still uber loved up, even after 30 months, surviving the 5 kids they have between them too, me and J are complaining with C??? 
Back to Taunton later for the night, then back to London tomorrow, and Chingford on Tuesday,if anything happens, might tell you???








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Saturday 24 August 2013

24-08-2013
Am down in Somerset at the mo, on our way down to Haven, on Monday, yet again. Just been down to the Wagon, surprisingly, my first visit, considering have been down here since Thursday. G was down there, as per usual? got chatting to a lovely woman called M, that was also at E and N's wedding all those years ago. we had giggle, M turned to G to ask what I was like, G then screwed up, ' I've known him from when He was a She', loved it, Also saw JD yesterday in town, surprisingly she recognised me straight away, was probably because J was with me. Told her to give my love to everyone down at Conquest.








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Monday 19 August 2013

19-08-2013
Have just had an awesome day, and its just gone 5 pm. We decided to give C something different today, decided to go Ice Skating, ok, I've been before, but not for ages, about 13 years infact, I know it has to be about that, as it was before I met J, God and I am so out of practice, with skating?
Kept wiping out, worst part is, my hips are killing me too, as well as my ears, as I met 3 nutcases, from a school in Bow, M, S. and D, there was another teacher with them, and she was oh so yummy too, and oh so untouchable too. So D, when you see this, as you said you would, Pffffffft, you are mentioned?
Amanda you are a nutcase I only wish we had longer with you. M and S say hi and missing your antics and funny stories. Say hi to C And J will continue to read your blogs xxx PS its D from ice skating just in case you thing it's some random nutter commenting xxx





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Saturday 17 August 2013

17-08-2013
Well, got blood test results, T and E, both not fantastic, but still OK for now. Also, am beginning to realise, I should keep my mouth shut, about being trans, as now, for the second time, somebody has been surprised when I have said that I'm trans?











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Wednesday 14 August 2013


14-08-2013

Is a crazy time at the mo for me. Have just had to have another Blood test, I know, I should be used to them, but this time, the Plebotomist(?) mucked up the test, and my oestrogen was down to the 300's, so had to get a retest, as she missed out on other tests to be done too. So, in next couple of day's, so, have to go and pick up results, in the next couple of day's, so, am just panicking, that I'll have to go to CX again, see E, to find out why, as also, my bits below have been getting swollen, no, not erection's, just swollen. Does this mean that I'll have to increase my HRT Dosage??







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Saturday 10 August 2013

12-08-2013
OMG, went up to Ridgeway Park, in Chingford, for a free Concert. It had been going on all day, since about 1400 this afternoon, but we were meeting up with the other girls from the Library, to be there for about 1730, the other girls were already there, when we decided to go up there.
Anyway, got up there, only been there 5 mins or so, when First shock happened, saw N, K's daughter, followed her around to her mum, stood with First A, so spend about 10-15 mins chatting with them, I then turn around, to go back to J and C, with the other girls from the library. Then, as I walk back, I walk into C, P's mum, couple of lovely women, yet another 5 or so with her.
I finally get back to J, C and the girls. barely get back, then Jane points out a woman to our front, J kept saying a name to me, but obviously I kept saying no, purely because of where I was stood, but then, I see her side on, and yes, it's her, A. Brilliant, a fantastic woman, one of the few people that I really love, as a mate, she's alway's been there for me in the past, just wish she had stayed in touch, I miss that woman. I just wish she would realise what a beautiful person she truly is. I know she'll probably read this, so A, you do look beautiful, and we have missed you.  

My Goodness! Is it a week ago already!! That was a lovely day for me, first day out in ages with my lovely family. How did you know I would read it eh?lol! I am trying to get myself started using this blog myself as I too have loads to say and share. It will be a Mental Health blog most probably but who knows, will just start it and see where it goes.Might be the start of my writing career! hahahaha


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Wednesday 7 August 2013

05-08-2013

So keep meaning to add anything, so I will. Was on a bus, over in Kensington, was chatting with a Welsh woman. We got chatting, as she was a little lost, we were coming out of Kensington, and she wanted Kensington Olympia?
Anyway, we were chatting, I had mentioned things Trans based, and she had no idea what I was on about, reason, she thought I was a Genetic? Had no idea I was trans, made me feel good, does that mean, that finally, I am passing? No longer being Read.









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Tuesday 6 August 2013

06-08-2013
OMG, after discovering a bump on my eye, after a redness in the eye. I read up on the condition, Pterygium, AKA, Surfers Eye. Is a non cancerous condition, will read up more again later, but, talk about Kismet,  one of my favourite stories in the 2000AD Comic, that gave us Judge Dredd, Rogue Trooper and several other graphic novel heroes, also gave Strontium Dog, a story of mutant bounty hunters, that had been mutated by Strontium 90, during their mothers pregnancy with them, Part of the treatment, for Pterygium, will involve a platelet of Strontium 90, being placed on the eye, so in effect becoming a 'Strontium Dog'?   







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Saturday 3 August 2013

03-08-2013
Second day at the Office, got there, asked J for my tasks for the day. She gave me a list of Charity Funders to check, and how to claim through them. Thought it was going to be a long day, till I actually looked at them? and noticed top of the bottom half was ELOP, in E17?

So I gave my J a call, and asked he to go there, and make queries about a couple of other Charities, and themselves, also introduce ourselves to them?

 After that, am chatting with J, about what else has been happening in GAUK, and find out, our Chair, and her husband have resigned, and been bitchy about things, haven't heard their side, but
does sound as if nasty things have been said, on both sides.
 
Anyway, times roll by, we go for a drink, I then go for the train, whilst waiting, I notice a young woman arrive, with a cross between Rasta and Punk style hair, shaved on the left had side, about 5'3", slim and curvy, and yes as you can guess, I fancy her? We start chatting, and quickly, gaydar starts flagging up, no, not lesbian, bi?  I drop a hint that I noticed as we get on the train, quickly explaining what we deal we deal with, LGBT pause Q, no response, sat on train, chatting so ask her straight out, to which she admits, but also say's, she's scared to chat any woman up. Can't understand why, she's an attractive, slightly ballsy woman, Admittedly she has a BF, but it does sound as if she has realised to herself, that it's a woman she wants? So N, if you see this, go for what you want, I did, and as you said, I had you confused, am I aren't I??
 













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