31:12:2016
Well, another year gone by, no idea why, but would love to get in touch with my Besty, From Paderborn, yes Paderborn in Germany, had some excellent years out there, with a lovely Woman, no not GF, Liebe Got, the best friend a woman could ask for, even though, I wasn't a woman then, but she understood?
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Monday 26 December 2016
Thursday 8 December 2016
08-12-2017
Well we are getting closer to the end of yet another year, this time am oh so screwed up, since I lost the Mountain bike, somehow, have lost oh so much, mentally, as if the last 2.6 have never happened, just dribs and drab's, somehow, I can't remember ever making love to J, I can't remember the main event of losing Virginity, remember first part of evening, and afterwards, but not the actual main event, am losing memories of other things too, is as if those 2 weeks in the induced wiped event's, yes, am now due to get an op on my heart, can you believe it, turns out you are more likely to need a heart op when your fit, than when your unfit, but am still oh so scared, J&C have been unbelievable, but, my physical side (Sexual Needs) is strange, is as if have never made love Post, J claims she won't, because of strain on heart, the one guy, I have been with, I can remember pre and post the event, but not the actual event, is as if have had no physical contact in over 2 year's, is oh so screwing my head up, is made worse buy J's response, but she does love me, so see's me more as her partner, than anything else, if she wasn't with me, she wouldn't be with any other woman , can't remember anything either, keep forgetting things, basic things, like the names of the girls over in Supermarket, I can't stand this?
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Well we are getting closer to the end of yet another year, this time am oh so screwed up, since I lost the Mountain bike, somehow, have lost oh so much, mentally, as if the last 2.6 have never happened, just dribs and drab's, somehow, I can't remember ever making love to J, I can't remember the main event of losing Virginity, remember first part of evening, and afterwards, but not the actual main event, am losing memories of other things too, is as if those 2 weeks in the induced wiped event's, yes, am now due to get an op on my heart, can you believe it, turns out you are more likely to need a heart op when your fit, than when your unfit, but am still oh so scared, J&C have been unbelievable, but, my physical side (Sexual Needs) is strange, is as if have never made love Post, J claims she won't, because of strain on heart, the one guy, I have been with, I can remember pre and post the event, but not the actual event, is as if have had no physical contact in over 2 year's, is oh so screwing my head up, is made worse buy J's response, but she does love me, so see's me more as her partner, than anything else, if she wasn't with me, she wouldn't be with any other woman , can't remember anything either, keep forgetting things, basic things, like the names of the girls over in Supermarket, I can't stand this?
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Saturday 3 December 2016
03-12-2012
got a date for op, was going to say finaly, but can't say that, as got it after first visit pre-op finalisation, 6/7 weeks time, and I shall be a fully paid up member of the Zipper Club, next prob is, when are they going to give me Cranio Surgery too, never did anything by halves, did I. Oh so hope, meds are reduced too, I mean, 13 a day?
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