28-03-12
Has been a beautiful day, out all day in Summer dress, first of many, I feel. Also, as have got rid of 'Chicken Fillets, an my boobies are slowly appearing, had no bra on today, was lovely, but also had to face realities, dress straps do slip, and boobies may suddenly appear?
WARNING: Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites for study or projects - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current or future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
Wednesday 28 March 2012
Tuesday 27 March 2012
27-03-12
Yet another vist to CX Speech Therapy today, am even closer to having that Girly Voice, brilliant, was getting bus back to Jane's, however, the road going to Camden was shut, had had a massive crash on there, couldn't tube it, oyster was being dodgy, again, so I got a 134, that was going through Camden, so I could jump on 29 there?
Got chatting to a woman on the bus there, tall, mixed race, but French? she was lovely, and, as I was running to catch bus, she had noticed me then, thought I was some kind of wonderwoman, but she was aware That I was Trans, and completely respected me, for having the balls, to be dressed and transitioning, and at same time, she hated me, as I have bigger boobs than her, and at same time, thought I looked pretty good too.
WARNING: Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites for study or projects - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current or future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
Yet another vist to CX Speech Therapy today, am even closer to having that Girly Voice, brilliant, was getting bus back to Jane's, however, the road going to Camden was shut, had had a massive crash on there, couldn't tube it, oyster was being dodgy, again, so I got a 134, that was going through Camden, so I could jump on 29 there?
Got chatting to a woman on the bus there, tall, mixed race, but French? she was lovely, and, as I was running to catch bus, she had noticed me then, thought I was some kind of wonderwoman, but she was aware That I was Trans, and completely respected me, for having the balls, to be dressed and transitioning, and at same time, she hated me, as I have bigger boobs than her, and at same time, thought I looked pretty good too.
WARNING: Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites for study or projects - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current or future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
Sunday 25 March 2012
25-03-12
Been a strange one today, got a text from Hedonist crew today, they seem to be really interested in writing my story, could prove very interesting, emailed them my addy for here, but advised them, that I am a shy, quiet, retiring kind of girl???? Yeah Right. Believe that, and you'll believe anything.
Will keep you all informed, of course.
WARNING: Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites for study or projects - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current or future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
Been a strange one today, got a text from Hedonist crew today, they seem to be really interested in writing my story, could prove very interesting, emailed them my addy for here, but advised them, that I am a shy, quiet, retiring kind of girl???? Yeah Right. Believe that, and you'll believe anything.
Will keep you all informed, of course.
WARNING: Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites for study or projects - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current or future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
Friday 23 March 2012
23-03-12
Been a strange one today, helping out at daughters school, again, and was approached by an Afro-Carribean, from outdside of school? He queried me about my Gender? I'm confused, let him know so, such a question in school vicinity? He then apologises, and informs me that he is an editor on a magazine, called Hedonist, am confused, with a name like that, sounds like a Sex mag? he drops one of later, and is anything but a sex mag, initial impression from outside, is that it is a gay mag, anything but?
Things with school quickly get sorted, I get shangaid into running an egg and spoon race, with Year 6, is not till I have finished race that I find out your not supposed to hold onto the egg, while your running????? Finished there about midday.
Get back about 1530, as per usual, to collect daughter, and as per usual I need to pop into to use the toilet, as I am going in, one of other mums is coming out, say's she never saw me, Andy is also coming out at same time, exREME, so know's service jokes, I turn around to Andy and commment that she sounds like a ' Cheap NAAFI watch', the other mum is thinking that I mean not working? In reality, 'Lying like a Cheap NAAFI watch' she laugh's, all the way through though, she had repeatedly refered to me, as she? Brilliant.#
WARNING: Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites for study or projects - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current or future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
Been a strange one today, helping out at daughters school, again, and was approached by an Afro-Carribean, from outdside of school? He queried me about my Gender? I'm confused, let him know so, such a question in school vicinity? He then apologises, and informs me that he is an editor on a magazine, called Hedonist, am confused, with a name like that, sounds like a Sex mag? he drops one of later, and is anything but a sex mag, initial impression from outside, is that it is a gay mag, anything but?
Things with school quickly get sorted, I get shangaid into running an egg and spoon race, with Year 6, is not till I have finished race that I find out your not supposed to hold onto the egg, while your running????? Finished there about midday.
Get back about 1530, as per usual, to collect daughter, and as per usual I need to pop into to use the toilet, as I am going in, one of other mums is coming out, say's she never saw me, Andy is also coming out at same time, exREME, so know's service jokes, I turn around to Andy and commment that she sounds like a ' Cheap NAAFI watch', the other mum is thinking that I mean not working? In reality, 'Lying like a Cheap NAAFI watch' she laugh's, all the way through though, she had repeatedly refered to me, as she? Brilliant.#
WARNING: Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites for study or projects - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current or future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
Thursday 22 March 2012
22-03-12
As brilliant as it is, to be on the hormones finaly, the one pain is the toilets. I seem to be unable to go through the night, without going for at least one wee?
Boob growth has slowed down, shouldn't realy complain though, all those times fem mates complain about sore nips at Period time, so know what they mean now. Back at CX next week, Seal first then Lorimer, so a busy 90 minutes then? will it just be an upgrade to 6mg, or will I be put on something stronger, I know I should be happy with things moving along anyway, but so want it all now, I know makes me sound like a hypocrite, know full well the implication's of what could happen, if I transition right now? would I last the month?
OH MY GOD!!!! had an unbelievable shock this afternoon, came out of Sainsbury's earlier, with Jane, when a coloured lad then confronted me? immediately I think, oh no, here we go again?
But no, he goes on to explain that he had given me aggro a couple of years ago, but had now realised that we are all human, he felt so wrong for making that mistake, back then, he had matured enough now, to realise that an Irish lad he knew, might be transgendered too, and has been there as a support for him, so it goes to show, that people can oh so quickly mature, and have an awesome effect on those around them. Admittedly, I so hope he does, as he had admitted, that most of his 'friends' are still of the ignorant atitude?
WARNING: Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites for study or projects - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current or future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
As brilliant as it is, to be on the hormones finaly, the one pain is the toilets. I seem to be unable to go through the night, without going for at least one wee?
Boob growth has slowed down, shouldn't realy complain though, all those times fem mates complain about sore nips at Period time, so know what they mean now. Back at CX next week, Seal first then Lorimer, so a busy 90 minutes then? will it just be an upgrade to 6mg, or will I be put on something stronger, I know I should be happy with things moving along anyway, but so want it all now, I know makes me sound like a hypocrite, know full well the implication's of what could happen, if I transition right now? would I last the month?
OH MY GOD!!!! had an unbelievable shock this afternoon, came out of Sainsbury's earlier, with Jane, when a coloured lad then confronted me? immediately I think, oh no, here we go again?
But no, he goes on to explain that he had given me aggro a couple of years ago, but had now realised that we are all human, he felt so wrong for making that mistake, back then, he had matured enough now, to realise that an Irish lad he knew, might be transgendered too, and has been there as a support for him, so it goes to show, that people can oh so quickly mature, and have an awesome effect on those around them. Admittedly, I so hope he does, as he had admitted, that most of his 'friends' are still of the ignorant atitude?
WARNING: Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites for study or projects - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current or future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
Tuesday 20 March 2012
20-03-12
What is the problem Coloured/black/afrocaribean have with Transgendered. Don't those idiots realise, that the same laws that protect them from racist twats, also protect me, from transfobic twats, such as them, and that the law's state that punishment will also be twice as hard, as the punishment for tracist twats, so they are becoming what everyon hates, Racist twats.
That idiot yesterday realy upset me, claiming I might infect their child, with what, being human?, then that bitch at the call centre claiming Transfobic Abuse/Assault is not a Level 1 Emergency, not requiring immediate response.
Don't those conceited person's in call centres realise that by very action's they are being transphobic themselves.
WARNING: Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites for study or projects - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current or future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
What is the problem Coloured/black/afrocaribean have with Transgendered. Don't those idiots realise, that the same laws that protect them from racist twats, also protect me, from transfobic twats, such as them, and that the law's state that punishment will also be twice as hard, as the punishment for tracist twats, so they are becoming what everyon hates, Racist twats.
That idiot yesterday realy upset me, claiming I might infect their child, with what, being human?, then that bitch at the call centre claiming Transfobic Abuse/Assault is not a Level 1 Emergency, not requiring immediate response.
Don't those conceited person's in call centres realise that by very action's they are being transphobic themselves.
WARNING: Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites for study or projects - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current or future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
Monday 19 March 2012
19-03-12
Talk about out of Frying Pan, and into Fire, things with Hammersmith Mall sorted, witnessses failed to attend, lost CCTV, was Prosecution scared that all their witnesses would be arrested. all but one were Black, for Transphobic Abuse one of them, the so called 'Trained Security Guard' for transphobic assault, prosecution of which starts at 6 months, at her Majesties Displeasure. So, what can I say, apart from Thanks Mike.
Now for the Fire, I get back to E17, query some Ambulance chasers in Walthamstow Mall, about dealing with failers by Metropolitan Police, to deal with Transphobic cases. To have some black guy, with his partner, friend and child to think that is funny, and then, as I walk down the stairs, to be told by said black guy, to stay away from his child, don't want him infected, some girl is taking photo's, I ask her to delete, to b told to 'Fuck Off Tranny', by her, as I grab hold of phone, she punches and scratches me, Security, non white security, then tells me to leave mall, for shouting at a customer, as I am on phone to police. admittedly takes call centre 30 mins to detail a car to a level 1 response, all the time I have security ordering me to leave, and at all the time refereing to me as a male.
After all this, Jane comes back fuming, screaming like your A-typical racist, but what do you expect, if they treat me like this, what will they think about our daughter. Exactly how many of these people have been willing to give their lives for this So Called Fantastic Country?
After all that, went out for a drink, at the Royston, over 75% were Afro Caribean, , how much aggro did I receive, 0, in fact, one of the lads even defended me, Fergus got accused of flirting with me, and? lad in question then turned around and say's, why, she lives down the road by me, with her wife and kid?? I so enjoy going in there, is the same with any straight pub I regularly go to, The Royston, The Brittania, when it was still open, Currigan's, don't get hassle in the pubs, only ever get it out on the street, in the pubs I may get questioned about being Trans, but then, that is questions, from enquiring minds, is never seen as hassle, but it does sort oh so much hassle out, as they will talk to other peope, about me being a Human Being?
WARNING: Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites for study or projects - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current or future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
Talk about out of Frying Pan, and into Fire, things with Hammersmith Mall sorted, witnessses failed to attend, lost CCTV, was Prosecution scared that all their witnesses would be arrested. all but one were Black, for Transphobic Abuse one of them, the so called 'Trained Security Guard' for transphobic assault, prosecution of which starts at 6 months, at her Majesties Displeasure. So, what can I say, apart from Thanks Mike.
Now for the Fire, I get back to E17, query some Ambulance chasers in Walthamstow Mall, about dealing with failers by Metropolitan Police, to deal with Transphobic cases. To have some black guy, with his partner, friend and child to think that is funny, and then, as I walk down the stairs, to be told by said black guy, to stay away from his child, don't want him infected, some girl is taking photo's, I ask her to delete, to b told to 'Fuck Off Tranny', by her, as I grab hold of phone, she punches and scratches me, Security, non white security, then tells me to leave mall, for shouting at a customer, as I am on phone to police. admittedly takes call centre 30 mins to detail a car to a level 1 response, all the time I have security ordering me to leave, and at all the time refereing to me as a male.
After all this, Jane comes back fuming, screaming like your A-typical racist, but what do you expect, if they treat me like this, what will they think about our daughter. Exactly how many of these people have been willing to give their lives for this So Called Fantastic Country?
After all that, went out for a drink, at the Royston, over 75% were Afro Caribean, , how much aggro did I receive, 0, in fact, one of the lads even defended me, Fergus got accused of flirting with me, and? lad in question then turned around and say's, why, she lives down the road by me, with her wife and kid?? I so enjoy going in there, is the same with any straight pub I regularly go to, The Royston, The Brittania, when it was still open, Currigan's, don't get hassle in the pubs, only ever get it out on the street, in the pubs I may get questioned about being Trans, but then, that is questions, from enquiring minds, is never seen as hassle, but it does sort oh so much hassle out, as they will talk to other peope, about me being a Human Being?
WARNING: Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites for study or projects - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current or future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
Friday 16 March 2012
16-03-12
Ah well, yet another day sorting the growing area, at the school, work done yesterday by John, went down well, admittedly when I saw it all, thought may have been too much, But C seemed to think it was perfect, in fact, it was, all we were left to do today, was dig over area by offices.
So ahead we went, me and C digging over, chatting and giggling as we went, C going on about what a busy weekend she is going to have, as C's partner has their 40th this weekend, they are out tonight, out with friends tomorrow. About 11ish, year 6 came down to help, K was lovely though, she did have a chat with them, about me, but then 2 of the boy's do get the same bus as me, with C, so, the rest of the morning was alway's Amanda, or Miss, god it felt good.Goes to show the education, the school has given the kids, any hassle I get away from School has alway's been other kids from other schools.
All done and finished by 1, I nipped into town to J her Mothers day card, bumped into Kiwi, she was complaining about the ignorance of some people, Like I have no idea about that, as we say it, 2 females from eastern europe are walking past, one staring at me, til I glare back, they go past me, but, after they have past me, Kiwi see's them looking back at me, and pay's me a massive compliment, on handling them so well .
WARNING: Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites for study or projects - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current or future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
Ah well, yet another day sorting the growing area, at the school, work done yesterday by John, went down well, admittedly when I saw it all, thought may have been too much, But C seemed to think it was perfect, in fact, it was, all we were left to do today, was dig over area by offices.
So ahead we went, me and C digging over, chatting and giggling as we went, C going on about what a busy weekend she is going to have, as C's partner has their 40th this weekend, they are out tonight, out with friends tomorrow. About 11ish, year 6 came down to help, K was lovely though, she did have a chat with them, about me, but then 2 of the boy's do get the same bus as me, with C, so, the rest of the morning was alway's Amanda, or Miss, god it felt good.Goes to show the education, the school has given the kids, any hassle I get away from School has alway's been other kids from other schools.
All done and finished by 1, I nipped into town to J her Mothers day card, bumped into Kiwi, she was complaining about the ignorance of some people, Like I have no idea about that, as we say it, 2 females from eastern europe are walking past, one staring at me, til I glare back, they go past me, but, after they have past me, Kiwi see's them looking back at me, and pay's me a massive compliment, on handling them so well .
WARNING: Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites for study or projects - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current or future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
Thursday 15 March 2012
15-03-12
Another day at the Breifs, looks like is going such an embarrassment for the security at the mall, but I knew that anyway. Got back to E17, walking towards school, some kids decided to laugh at me, responce, they oh so crapped themselves at the threat of getting arrested, barely 2 mins and some other mouthy mare couldn't handle the fact that it so is not nice to laugh at anyone, even one of her 'mates' changed her attitude, when she realised I had no choice about dressing like the woman I am on the inside.
WARNING: Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites for study or projects - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current or future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
Another day at the Breifs, looks like is going such an embarrassment for the security at the mall, but I knew that anyway. Got back to E17, walking towards school, some kids decided to laugh at me, responce, they oh so crapped themselves at the threat of getting arrested, barely 2 mins and some other mouthy mare couldn't handle the fact that it so is not nice to laugh at anyone, even one of her 'mates' changed her attitude, when she realised I had no choice about dressing like the woman I am on the inside.
WARNING: Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites for study or projects - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current or future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
Friday 9 March 2012
09-03-12
Well, today has been interesting, all day at daughters school, busy transfering Mixed Loam(?) and Compost, but not the sort of compost I am used too, Horse Muck??????????????. Filling Growing trenches, 3-1 ratio. Then about 10:00, one of parents is walking past outer fence, and suddenly goes on about how beautiful I was that morning, at about 08:30, in wellingtons, jeans, and weatherproof jacket?
Nothing further for the rest of the day, till about 15:00, then T, from the After School Club, suddenly turns around and say's she would love to know my story, as it was Jane was on way in to collect daughter, so I asked her if she could remember the addy for my blog, here, she could, so asked her to pass it on?
So T, if you are reading this, anything interesting? Keep reading though, will go on?
Some good new's though, after a Transphobic incident at Primark, Westfield, which forced a letter to be wriotten to their head office, in complaint, just received a £50 voucher by way of apology from them, and also, promises of ALL their branches receiving Diversity Training, only 18 months behind the legislated dates. Might have done the Gay and Lesbian Diversity Training, but never considered their may be any difference between GL and T. I'm a Transwoman, only interested in guy's, not women, so am not lesbian?
Maybe I should follow this route, stay calm, walk away, then write to superiors, only thing is, main perpertrators are Metro Politan Police, have already been in contact with their Boss, Boris Johnson, so could becoming pretty pally with him?
WARNING: Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites for study or projects - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current or future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
Well, today has been interesting, all day at daughters school, busy transfering Mixed Loam(?) and Compost, but not the sort of compost I am used too, Horse Muck??????????????. Filling Growing trenches, 3-1 ratio. Then about 10:00, one of parents is walking past outer fence, and suddenly goes on about how beautiful I was that morning, at about 08:30, in wellingtons, jeans, and weatherproof jacket?
Nothing further for the rest of the day, till about 15:00, then T, from the After School Club, suddenly turns around and say's she would love to know my story, as it was Jane was on way in to collect daughter, so I asked her if she could remember the addy for my blog, here, she could, so asked her to pass it on?
So T, if you are reading this, anything interesting? Keep reading though, will go on?
Some good new's though, after a Transphobic incident at Primark, Westfield, which forced a letter to be wriotten to their head office, in complaint, just received a £50 voucher by way of apology from them, and also, promises of ALL their branches receiving Diversity Training, only 18 months behind the legislated dates. Might have done the Gay and Lesbian Diversity Training, but never considered their may be any difference between GL and T. I'm a Transwoman, only interested in guy's, not women, so am not lesbian?
Maybe I should follow this route, stay calm, walk away, then write to superiors, only thing is, main perpertrators are Metro Politan Police, have already been in contact with their Boss, Boris Johnson, so could becoming pretty pally with him?
WARNING: Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites for study or projects - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current or future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
Thursday 8 March 2012
08-03-12
Yet another day in the day in HM Courts, and still, those Officious Twats called Civil Servants still have no idea about how to address Transgendered Persons, or even how to speak to speak to Human Beings. An ignorant little person, telling me, how he has a Unique IT system, totaly seperate from the rest of the world, that cannot access letters sent, by a simple right click on file name, mine?. But managed to get a decent Breif, the Idiots Manager, although she was oh so close to getting dragged out of there, soon realised hoe she had screwed up, hilariouse thing is, after she had returned downstairs, received an email about aTrans Training day.
Breif seems to be thinking along same lines as me, in regards to CCTV, if it show's, what I say it should say, the Sec Guard is going to have a short Holiday, curtesy of HMP? But then, History has shown, the Sec Guards at H/Smith Mall, are pretty ignorant of Trans, as that time at the toilet showed?
WARNING: Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites for study or projects - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current or future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
Yet another day in the day in HM Courts, and still, those Officious Twats called Civil Servants still have no idea about how to address Transgendered Persons, or even how to speak to speak to Human Beings. An ignorant little person, telling me, how he has a Unique IT system, totaly seperate from the rest of the world, that cannot access letters sent, by a simple right click on file name, mine?. But managed to get a decent Breif, the Idiots Manager, although she was oh so close to getting dragged out of there, soon realised hoe she had screwed up, hilariouse thing is, after she had returned downstairs, received an email about aTrans Training day.
Breif seems to be thinking along same lines as me, in regards to CCTV, if it show's, what I say it should say, the Sec Guard is going to have a short Holiday, curtesy of HMP? But then, History has shown, the Sec Guards at H/Smith Mall, are pretty ignorant of Trans, as that time at the toilet showed?
WARNING: Any institution or person using this site or any of its associated sites for study or projects - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current or future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)