27-01-2013
Well, I guess that cousin, is too scared to tell me, that no, Sky don't employ trans. Maybe, on those Discrimination sheets, they should add a third sex, as that is what we are, Third Sex, then at the same time, there will actually be able to be some form monitoring, to enforce discrimination to enforce the law that say that any form of dissemination is oh so nonhuman Then Maybe, just maybe, certain countries will allow trans the same rights as Gay's and Lesbian's, other countries might just realise we are Human Beings too, lets be serious you give me exactly the same training as anybody else, for US forces, not only will I be able to do it, might just well be able to do it better. Hell, if I am able to change at least one homophobic, racist twa_, why is it every one know's what a homophobe is, not that may have even heard of a transphobe, you never know, I, rest of us girls, may some time, change everyone's attitude? Sooner the better.
A couple of hours later, have just been chatting in Laura's Play Ground, with a FtM, a Female to Male transgendered, and he directed me, to a video, of his on youtube, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h45B2po6Pcc&list=HL1359324514&feature=mh_lolz , please remember, that this is a Female to Male transgender, a male. But the feelings are exactly the same, and refer to a Male to Female, MtF, just as they apply to a FtM.
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Sunday 27 January 2013
Sunday 20 January 2013
20-01-2013
Well, what can I say, was I asking too much to be considered as a Human Being, I guess so. This was a job Oh So Perfect for me. As recent evidence has shown, I do have the ability to change people attitudes, as J was was saying about T, a Racist, Homophobic Twat, with a capitol T, turning around, even calling me a Geezer Bird at first, saying I am a lovely person? What will I have to do, to make everyone start treating all the girls, every where, as Human Beings. I wonder what would happen, if I asked a certain cousin, if he has any trans on his production staff, and any chance of getting them into presenting? We shall see????
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Well, what can I say, was I asking too much to be considered as a Human Being, I guess so. This was a job Oh So Perfect for me. As recent evidence has shown, I do have the ability to change people attitudes, as J was was saying about T, a Racist, Homophobic Twat, with a capitol T, turning around, even calling me a Geezer Bird at first, saying I am a lovely person? What will I have to do, to make everyone start treating all the girls, every where, as Human Beings. I wonder what would happen, if I asked a certain cousin, if he has any trans on his production staff, and any chance of getting them into presenting? We shall see????
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Tuesday 15 January 2013
16-01-2013
Just when I was feeling good, about getting in touch with the lads from the Regiment, 2 of them go and start giving me abuse, Don't they realise what a Hate Crime is. Don't they realise that by posting it on line, they become Trolls. But then the length of time waiting for The Police turn up, its as if they are transphobic too, CP, TT, and JN don't appear to have any problems, neither did the lads from 5RIDG, that turned up for Remembrance parade. Big Question next, is do I turn up for Cav Mem? Will have to question Regimental Association, saying that, might question Regimental Welfare too?
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Just when I was feeling good, about getting in touch with the lads from the Regiment, 2 of them go and start giving me abuse, Don't they realise what a Hate Crime is. Don't they realise that by posting it on line, they become Trolls. But then the length of time waiting for The Police turn up, its as if they are transphobic too, CP, TT, and JN don't appear to have any problems, neither did the lads from 5RIDG, that turned up for Remembrance parade. Big Question next, is do I turn up for Cav Mem? Will have to question Regimental Association, saying that, might question Regimental Welfare too?
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Sunday 13 January 2013
13-01-2013
Have just had a crazy 72 hours, Thursday night went out for B'day drinks with B, and her mates, was an awesome night, having a girls night out, others treating me like a normal woman, admittedly had to do the Trans Briefing, as per usual, towards the end of the night, they waited till they thought we were all comfortable with each other.
Friday night, was a night out with a difference? The women down here that knew K before she went to Barking, arranged a B'day night out too, started off at the Royston, no problem's, then off to the Station House in North Chingford. Everything was going fine till later on, went to the loo, some bimbo had a problem with me going to the ladies, seemed to think that trans women should use the Gents, she'll probably think Trans men should use the ladies too, anyway, after all her shouting, a bouncer came up, a male bouncer in the ladies? he then goes on to continualy call me 'Bruv'? He then decides to grab hold of my left arm, with his right arm? I know he had no idea bout my previouse life, but he should have known about his Diversity Training? So I overlock his arm, think about punching him, realise with his build, my punch with have no effect, so decide on a Heel Punch, if required.
His Boss turns up, She escorts me downstairs, then outside. Because of an incident requiring the Bouncers, she feels I should have been taken outside, why not the bimbo too, anyway, she starts chatting to me, and admits, in this situation the regulations are wrong, she even thought I was a CIS women, not a trans, WOW. K comes out,I tell her to grab the rest of the girls, and my jacket, she goes back in, Security Boss seems to be receiving something on radio, tells me to stay away from front door, and wait for K. Seems to be forever, bloody freezing too, my bum is getting number than anywhere else? after a while K comes out again, telling me that the boss herself want to speak to me, in side(?). T is oh so apologetic, turms out she has a few Trans friends, SB comes around again, tellls me that she will be SPEAKING to the bouncer at the end of the night, and Ripping Him A New Arsehole. SB then say's to stay away from the front door, where the Bouncer is. T asks me, she understands I would prefer to use the ladies as per, but to keep everything calm, asks me if I could use the Disabled Toilet. Also she asks me to keep an eye out for the Bimbo, but not go out looking for her. I think I see her, give wrong ID on her, finaly I ID her, SB see's and grabs her.
I'll have to go back up to the station, just to see that everything ok. T and SB have said I'm not barred, they did say the Bimbo will be barred though! So although had a shitty time in the middle of it all, ended having a brilliant time, and a brilliant response, finaly.
As K left yesterday, she did mention about us Doing it every Friday, that could be too much, have to hold onto my cash, also have to think about not being able to handle my drink anymore, also have to think about 26th, having a night out, at WOC with H?
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Have just had a crazy 72 hours, Thursday night went out for B'day drinks with B, and her mates, was an awesome night, having a girls night out, others treating me like a normal woman, admittedly had to do the Trans Briefing, as per usual, towards the end of the night, they waited till they thought we were all comfortable with each other.
Friday night, was a night out with a difference? The women down here that knew K before she went to Barking, arranged a B'day night out too, started off at the Royston, no problem's, then off to the Station House in North Chingford. Everything was going fine till later on, went to the loo, some bimbo had a problem with me going to the ladies, seemed to think that trans women should use the Gents, she'll probably think Trans men should use the ladies too, anyway, after all her shouting, a bouncer came up, a male bouncer in the ladies? he then goes on to continualy call me 'Bruv'? He then decides to grab hold of my left arm, with his right arm? I know he had no idea bout my previouse life, but he should have known about his Diversity Training? So I overlock his arm, think about punching him, realise with his build, my punch with have no effect, so decide on a Heel Punch, if required.
His Boss turns up, She escorts me downstairs, then outside. Because of an incident requiring the Bouncers, she feels I should have been taken outside, why not the bimbo too, anyway, she starts chatting to me, and admits, in this situation the regulations are wrong, she even thought I was a CIS women, not a trans, WOW. K comes out,I tell her to grab the rest of the girls, and my jacket, she goes back in, Security Boss seems to be receiving something on radio, tells me to stay away from front door, and wait for K. Seems to be forever, bloody freezing too, my bum is getting number than anywhere else? after a while K comes out again, telling me that the boss herself want to speak to me, in side(?). T is oh so apologetic, turms out she has a few Trans friends, SB comes around again, tellls me that she will be SPEAKING to the bouncer at the end of the night, and Ripping Him A New Arsehole. SB then say's to stay away from the front door, where the Bouncer is. T asks me, she understands I would prefer to use the ladies as per, but to keep everything calm, asks me if I could use the Disabled Toilet. Also she asks me to keep an eye out for the Bimbo, but not go out looking for her. I think I see her, give wrong ID on her, finaly I ID her, SB see's and grabs her.
I'll have to go back up to the station, just to see that everything ok. T and SB have said I'm not barred, they did say the Bimbo will be barred though! So although had a shitty time in the middle of it all, ended having a brilliant time, and a brilliant response, finaly.
As K left yesterday, she did mention about us Doing it every Friday, that could be too much, have to hold onto my cash, also have to think about not being able to handle my drink anymore, also have to think about 26th, having a night out, at WOC with H?
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Tuesday 8 January 2013
09-01-2013
Got in touch with CP from the regiment the other day, 20 years since I have seen or spoken to him, and after chatting with him, made me realise, He was the first and only man I ever fancied, and god he still looks pretty damn good too. I can't say too much about what he's been up too, or else he will know exactly who I am on about, shall we just say he hasn't stayed still, just carried on with the stuff, that stopped me from being between his legs all those years ago???? No, nothing like that, he was a Tank Commander, I was a tank gunner, so therefore, I was between his legs. Also made it easier for him to belt me if I screwed up on the ranges, like correcting with a Kinetic?
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Saturday 5 January 2013
05-01-2013
Have just been given a website addy, of what I am willingly, going to be putting myself through, in at least 18 months time. http://www.genderxchange.co.uk/ from here you be able to read about what will be done to a woman like myself, for the final operation, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y1vKT4JEcDc&oref=http%3A%2F%2Fvideos.mitrasites.com%2Fsetab.php%3Fmod%3Dvideos%26sec%3Dweb%26q%3Dsex%2Breassignment%2Bsurgery%26r%3DgG9rEpok&has_verified=1. Be advised, this is deep level surgery, and not to be watched if you are of a nervouse disposition. Also for those that think Trans are wimps, would you willingly put yourself through all this? This is 7 day's of hell, in which run the risk of becoming Morphine addicted. This is all going to be oh so hard for me, yes I am scared, but, not of what is going to happen, but what if it doesn't? These day's things are so difficult for me, as with all women, with their hormones all over the place, is made even worse by the fact, that with my hormones all ove ther place, all my fem mates are going all over the place too. Simple fact that most women know about, that men don't, is that our hormones affect other women too, Men reckon we are bitches with each other, that is oh so false, is all oh so hormonal, something we can't control.
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