30-05-12
Just started watching last nights 'Hit and Miss', that bit where Mia is stood there, belting her Penis, is oh so close to the truth, that so many of us Transgendered have to go through. I know I need the flesh down there, to create what should be there. But oh so much of the time, I would so love for it to be gone, if only the next 2-3 years were past, that I was the woman I should have been, but, as and when it does happen, will J and C still be there for me? Is oh so difficult for me, god, yes there are time I would to go of with one of theose guy's, but no, J did ask me to stop seeing guy's, I did say I would, but a woman still has needs?












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29-05-12

What is it, about the sun and guy's? After that guy the other day, the following day, a guy that had tried to pickl me up ages ago, while I was on my way back from Morrisons, but he still didn't seem to grasp, that I wasn't meeting anybody at the mo. Then yesterday, at the Royston, again. Four 20 year olds mouthing off, going on about how sexy I was supposed to be. how one of them fancied me, as if, kids? But hey, still made me feel good though












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25-05-12


OMG, just been to the Royston, as per, for my lunch, left there at the usual time to get back to Flat to meet J, some guy that had been in the pub, followed me down, tried to pick me up? fully aware that I was trans, even asked if I was post or prehe felt oh so awkward, but god, did he make me feel good, this is a normal, straight pub in in ethe middle of the east end, Essex, an dsome oh so straight guy, has just tried to pick me. God he made me feel good, I mean this isn't a trans club, where sex is more or less guarranteed, but he did try to pick me up? hilarriouse bit was, had just had a quick joke with the sexy C from the pub too?









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20-05-12


Today was unbelievable, there I was completely crapping myself, all weekend, in preparation of meeting up with the lads from the Regiment, today, and OMG, they all completely accepted me, and to make matters worse, teh lads that are still in, from my time, are either Commissioned, now Officers, or about to become Officers, to make matters worse, the damn Pig, Pig McGinn is the bloody RSM, soon to be Capt McGinn

 The Troops, Past and Present, in City Undress, Suit, Bowlers, and Brollies.

 The rest of the regiment, past and present, not in Undress, spot the od one out?

 Graham Garden, getting me to Hurry Up?

 The Band of The Life Guards, what else can I say

Was Oh so surprised today, stood about wondering what is happening, got the nod of Stevi Stewart, now Capt Stewart, did the Form up, marched around to the Band Stand, for the Memorial Service, chatted with your A-typical looking Wide Boy Chager, we both admitted, that yes there were so many faces we recognised, but fort their names, we both admitted forgetting each others, and not knowing who each other were. This is were I was totaly shocked, I then find out, that all the lads the were in when I was in, are either now Commisioned, Officers, or about to become Officers, pmsl, to make things even worse, Roger Parr, the man that needed to get to Amarillo(?), he's a Damn Rupert too. Then, to show how much I'm accepted, then, get chatting to Nick Millen, my Squadron Leader from my day's in HQ, also get told of by him, why, because I addressed him as Sir, last time i saw him he was a Major, an officer, so how else do I address him.He did also go onto to Command the Regiment, the after that, now, he is only the Garrison Commander. For Catterick. Which just happens to be, biggest garrison in UK.  After the Service, take a walk up to the VSC, Chatting with Toffee, then Stevi Stewart, Stevi introduces me to another Old Officer, only BloodyJohnny Torrens Spence, that was only Colonel, after algamation, and again, getting a Bollocking for calling him Sir.

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16-05-12

Guess it's time for life style changes, nothing major in reallity, but major enough for me, guess I'm going to have to start doing the English bit again, and drinking tea once again, haven't done that for years, but with my rampant need to pee every 2 minutes, I guess I'll have to give up up on dyeretic caffeine, hey not 21 anymore am I, so have to start treating this lump of meat, my body, with a bit respect. Hey the amount of abuse it has been through over the years maybe it does need some down time?? Anyway, this is me, having some down time in Chingford?

Am oh so nervous about Sunday, will be interesting to see how the lads from the regiment react, to me , being the little woman now, just just hope that Ex Monkey Provo, isn't there, and if he is, he keeps his fat gob shut?????

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09-05-12


Nothing much to say realy, apart from having a busy week ahead, that will, hopefully, if GP has received letter from CX, also include, start of Anti Testerone injections

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Is This the Way to Amarillo?

07-05-12

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ld1DTmXesTo

To think, I could have been running around with Roger and the rest of the regiment if I had stayed in?

  

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05-05-12


Been a busy day today, couldn't make it to Library, C wasn't at saturday school, because of Monday, J wanted to change front room about, so had a trip to Ikea, to get a new book case. Left C in the play area, picked her up after teh 1 hour, did the up-down with the lifts to get out out, however? Couldn't get out, as some Biatch in a wheelchair immediately stopped us from getting of the lift, then to top that off, all we got of her was some very abusive transphobic abuse, in  front of C, stupid bimbo. If she knew me, she would know am not gay, as am not interested in girls am I. if a woman is interested
in guy's, is she, or is she not HETEROSEXUAL????

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