25-07-2012


OMG, just another day, then I get my much awaited injection, only thing about this waiting around, is that I found out how some of our Meds actualy cost, if it wasn't for prescription charges itself, it would cost me £207, which works out at just over £900 over a year, till my final Op, already started on the CA's, these are just to reduce the possibility's of Testosterone surges, I so can't wait, but at the same time I'm nervouse as hell. So hope I don't get any of those surges, will so make me panic about going back to the arse hole me? So don't want that.
Have got a new mate, another MM, and she is so brilliant, so hope she gets the new flat that she needs, get those 2 lads of hers out of her hair, met B yesterday, seems to be ok, S was just hiding in his room, so never got to meet him.
Will have to have a look at the Hedonism site, see how long till that is out, and also try and get a few extra copies, obviousely get one for the Library, see how long that lasts??





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25-07-2012


OMG, just another day, then I get my much awaited injection, only thing about this waiting around, is that I found out how some of our Meds actualy cost, if it wasn't for prescription charges itself, it would cost me £207, which works out at just over £900 over a year, till my final Op, already started on the CA's, these are just to reduce the possibility's of Testosterone surges, I so can't wait, but at the same time I'm nervouse as hell. So hope I don't get any of those surges, will so make me panic about going back to the arse hole me? So don't want that.
Have got a new mate, another MM, and she is so brilliant, so hope she gets the new flat that she needs, get those 2 lads of hers out of her hair, met B yesterday, seems to be ok, S was just hiding in his room, so never got to meet him.
Will have to have a look at the Hedonism site, see how long till that is out, and also try and get a few extra copies, obviousely get one for the Library, see how long that lasts??










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14-07-2012
OMG, just had an awesome Saturday, was told last week that father had got us all tickets for the theatre, not any theatre, but a 360 theatre, in the 'Round as it were, and not just for anything, but for 'The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe', it was Brilliant, a bit of a steal from War Horse, in that, they used a Lion Frame, to play Aslan, the lion with, a head, forequarters and rear end, looked brilliant, and they also had us oh so involved with it too, that [part at the begining, when the kids are playing hide and seek, Lucy had us counting with them.
 The acts after the interval, were busy playing cards and games, as if they were real youngsters again, playing with their Chrimble Pressies, then, as we realise they had started the second episode, I commented to the peeps next to me, acting as if it was Spring again, in reality to the Book, playing with their Chrimble Pressie's, that they had received from Father Christmas, Narnia had been locked in Winter, but a winter with no Chrimble.
When it came to the part where Aslan gives himself up, in place of Edmund, and he was Chained to the Stone Table, then executed. It's as if he realy has been taken by the 'Deeper Magic', the Aslan Frame just disapears from under the Clothes used to hide the bloody mess, that is lying there, is not till afterwards, when reading the programme, about the cast, that there actualy is a magician involved, so real magic, in the deeper magic.
Then the end, and the cast, my god, the came out in dribs and drabs, but once the clapping startes, it just continued, even for the white witch, plus some boo's of course. Again not till reading programme, did I realise, the White Witch, was the lesbian DC from 'A Touch Of Frost'. But again, it was totaly AWESOME.  









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14-07-2012
OMG, just had an awesome Saturday, was told last week that father had got us all tickets for the theatre, not any theatre, but a 360 theatre, in the 'Round as it were, and not just for anything, but for 'The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe', it was Brilliant, a bit of a steal from War Horse, in that, they used a Lion Frame, to play Aslan, the lion with, a head, forequarters and rear end, looked brilliant, and they also had us oh so involved with it too, that [part at the beginning, when the kids are playing hide and seek, Lucy had us counting with them.
 The acts after the interval, were busy playing cards and games, as if they were real youngsters again, playing with their Chrimble Pressie's, then, as we realise they had started the second episode, I commented to the peeps next to me, acting as if it was Spring again, in reality to the Book, playing with their Chrimble Pressie's, that they had received from Father Christmas, Narnia had been locked in Winter, but a winter with no Chrimble.
When it came to the part where Alan gives himself up, in place of Edmund, and he was Chained to the Stone Table, then executed. It's as if he really has been taken by the 'Deeper Magic', the Aslan Frame just disappears from under the Clothes used to hide the bloody mess, that is lying there, is not till afterwards, when reading the programme, about the cast, that there actually is a magician involved, so real magic, in the deeper magic.
Then the end, and the cast, my god, the came out in dribs and drabs, but once the clapping starts, it just continued, even for the white witch, plus some boo's of course. Again not till reading programme, did I realise, the White Witch, was the lesbian DC from 'A Touch Of Frost'. But again, it was totally AWESOME.  










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10-07-2012


Fantastic new's, Karim has been in contact with CX again, this time not talking with Seal, but his boss this time, Mr By the Book,Barrat, and he'll be seeing him next week. So hopefully, shall have my script, ready and waiting, when I go in for sign on, on Monday.
Also MM has sent me a copy of the draught, for the piece about me from 'Hedonist', just in case anything needed adjusting, little bits did, like calling Bernie, Bertie, and also general Tenses, but then her English, generaly, is pretty good, she just needs to get her tenses sorted, never easy for a foreigner, look at me and my German?


















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03-07-2012

Finaly, CX has sent the letter to GP stating that I am to receive the anti-testosterone injection's. However, PCT pharmacy seem to think that CX has to issue 'Script, don't PCT realise that CX is West London PCT too, admittedly may come under Mental Health Etc, but is still West London.
Karim finaly accepted that I was supposed to be on 6mg a day, when letter was supposed to have been sent out, however, that was 12 weeks, 3 months ago, with Dr Karim being such a newbie to the trade, as it were, he isn't aware of regime with Hormones, yet.
This morning however, started to feel Bloki again, as if body was rejecting hormones, and boobies are shrinking, proof, as it were that I need to be on 8mg now?
I had to get in touch with Seal down at CX, while I was there for my speach therapy, to confirm was GP's responsibilty, however, he flatly stated that 'He Never' contacted GP's, Dr Karim had tried to phone him, got 0 responce, so has tried to Fax him, will contact surgery Thursday morning, get details of when letter arrived, when they faxed Seal, then pay a visit to speak to his Boss, bad news for Seal, She is Ex QA, Queens Alexandria Royal Nursing Corps, Army Nurse. So we talk the same language, the same management talk, so therefore, will be able to order her, to order Seal, to fullfill his commitment to the Hypocratic Oath.

  







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