27-09-2015
Just had an awesome night, over at the Victoria, E17, with music from the lovely Pixie.
Where they had the awesome Holestar on, a Female Drag Queen, no, not some guy dressed up as a female artist,
a woman dressed up as a Drag Queen, was a right laugh, whilst there , also met K, a damn sexy woman, at first, I thought she was involved with the guy she was with, then got chatting with him, Oh So Gay, so defo not with him,
chatting with K, was wondering, was she ?, not entirely sure of her sexuality.
Went to the loo, had one of those girly mo's, got chatting with one of the girls that were playing pool, OK, she grabbed my attention as soon as she walked in, with her GF, yummy, she had no idea about me, oh so made me feel good, her GF turned up too, she had a idea about me, but hey, am I worried?
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22-09-2015
Just been watching, 'I am Jazz', about the 14 year old trans out in the US, oh so wished I had known what was going on when I was a kid, but, was surrounded by Military, so things like Transgendered never existed then. Well never existed, but no body knew what was going on, of course is always associated with homosexuality, but then, even as a kid, was always ultra Hetero, but then, I blame Julia Crosswaite for that, I was 7, she was 14, made me do things to her, so yes, I guess is a form of Child Abuse, but, I never carried it on, I killed it, whoever I was involved with, I always gave them free choice as far as I knew.
But now, now I have no idea, am oh so desperate for J to show me that she still loves me, is still attracted to me, on top of which, I have to discover which I prefer, men-hetero, women-gay.
Oh god, I wish I some body would approach me while I am out, instead of staying half a mile a way from me?
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08-09-2015
Another happening at the Rink, new boots, easier skating, tried to go back to Figure Boot's after tie in new hockey, felt oh so weird, let you see me skating in the Hockey boots, let you decide?
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05-09-2015
Been a shitty week, that guy that I was chatting with, getting ready for that night, well, typical man, he has a partner, been with her for 30 years, fails to mention that to me doesn't he, should know what men are like, shouldn't I. Then, last night, Baptism that I was supposed to be going to today,the Mum turns around, and say's, only family are going now, am oh so worried that BF may be controlling her, Godmother to her daughter, is an Ex GF of mine, my first post Army, will always have a place in my heart for her, we never formerly split up, I just let her go, to investigate herself, while she was away at Uni, I couldn't expect her, to stop investigating herself could I, to discover what she enjoyed, how she like things, my life was heading in another direction, that may well of confused her, screwed her up, she already had enough , to screw her up?
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